i am a waste of skin and blood. i am, without a doubt, the worst example of a human being that i have ever seen. selfish and wasteful are words that are synonymous with my name now
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hmmmm....off your meds... i would tell you it gets better but i still feel crazy from time to time...damn you chemical imbalance! you are not a waste kate.you are not selfish. you will quit freaking out long enough to finish school and move away from monroe. monroe is part of why you are crazy. you werent made to live in that kind of a town.
Hey...how you doin...?......havn't talked to you in person in a while....i miss u..even though i may not know you that well....from what i can tell your realy cool.....hmmm.....so.....i dunno....
You know, I've read this post over and over again the past few days, and every time that I do, it makes me feel terrible and wish I knew what words I could possibly say to make you feel better. But I can't, and the reason that I can't find anything to say is that I don't know enough details about you to properly underscore the talents and attributes you have which would certainly eclipse this gloom.
But I think the best consolation that I can even offer is the fact that I do care, which really wouldn't make any sense unless I were the emotional type (which I'm not) or alternately if I sensed some inner beauty of character which seems worth preserving despite not even knowing its certain nature.
So I offer you that as my only condolence, with hopes that Jacquie and I will be seeing you some time soon.
self pity should die a brutal death by spoonsitoldyoutwiceApril 7 2005, 23:04:02 UTC
i apoligize for making you feel bad. low times have been beating me up pretty regularly as of lately. if i had any kind of maturity at all i wouldn't post such things, but it was a last yell into the void. for you to take the time to indeed acknowledge and analyze my post, then proceed to comment, means so much. i was hoping to visit this week or weekend, but my grandfather is dying, and it has taken a huge toll on my family. taking a trip to dallas has been booted off of the priority list altogether. you understand. i do hope to visit soon although things may not happen like i had planned. i appreciate everything you said cam, kate
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nnnnnope! i'm still good! ya haven't bummed me out yet, darling! *hugs* <3 Kat
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But I think the best consolation that I can even offer is the fact that I do care, which really wouldn't make any sense unless I were the emotional type (which I'm not) or alternately if I sensed some inner beauty of character which seems worth preserving despite not even knowing its certain nature.
So I offer you that as my only condolence, with hopes that Jacquie and I will be seeing you some time soon.
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i was hoping to visit this week or weekend, but my grandfather is dying, and it has taken a huge toll on my family. taking a trip to dallas has been booted off of the priority list altogether. you understand.
i do hope to visit soon although things may not happen like i had planned.
i appreciate everything you said cam,
kate
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