to be a perfect waste

Apr 04, 2005 01:15

i am a waste of skin and blood. i am, without a doubt, the worst example of a human being that i have ever seen. selfish and wasteful are words that are synonymous with my name now.
i am selfish. it was nice meeting you but i'm going to go, because i will unintentionally hurt you while doing something for my own benefit.

i have fucked over any friend or family member or mailman or pet fish that i have ever had. i ruin everything.

"everything that keeps me together is falling apart, i've got
this thing that i consider my only art of fucking people over"
modest mouse

i will never be able to leave. i will never graduate. i want to leave. i did and then i didn't and now i do again. i forget what i want. someone else decides. i'm so out of control.

i quit taking all of my medicine. i've been off for 2 weeks i guess. i'm freaking the hell out. just turn the music louder so i can't think.

hot cold hot cold dim light dim light off on sit stare sleep shake collapse

weak
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