big poker game on saturday, which is, coincidentally, my FREAKIN BIRTHDAY. please, please, don't rush to stuff $50 bills down my bra, one at a time, PLEASE! i hope i win the tournament. i'll get to go to las vegas, and there is much damage one girl can do in such a place. especially when she's a broke ass bitch like me ( Read more... )

sorry this is so long, but i promised murray i'd post it, and honestly, i need some feedback. just finished reading the wasteland for the first time in a long time. i'll be frank with you, when i was younger, the words went in one ear and out the other. now it sticks to my brain like it has anchors ( Read more... )

in my darkroom, the only light is a red one, labeled a 'party bulb' at the store and stocked on the shelf with green and blue and purple ones, i suppose because teenagers get together in dimly lit rooms and smoke weed under a miriad of colors and this is considered a party ( Read more... )

strange story ( Read more... )

boys are so dumb

girls too

where's the eject button when you need it?

i'm writing a new song, can't figure out where to go from this first line, but check it ( Read more... )

wild horses on the way home from a night of drinking. shouldn't have driven, yet i have arrived unscathed. the rolling stones are my guardian angels ( Read more... )

want love

found out tonight that robbie, a boy i've known since pre-school, put a gun in his mouth in a park in texas and gave his brains up to the sun ( Read more... )

have to pee

have to get out of town

have to finish this sweater

have a determination that just won't quit, even when it would be best for me to do so

have good friends who don't quite say the right things.