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I need more friends on here. I don't have enough. Taste of Chaos is tomorrow. I don't even know if I'm excited anymore. All this stuff with Ros has gotten me so down. I can't believe I just said that! I'M SEEING THE USED AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! Am I crazy? OF COURSE I'M EXCITED! I really am pumped, but I still am sort of out of it. I ( Read more... )

WOW! So I haven't written in this for years it feels like. So here's an update of my life ( Read more... )

So this weekend was a BLAST!!!! I think I had more fun this weekend than I've ever had in my whole life. Rosalyn and I spent the whole weekend together just hanging out and stuff. We went and saw Cursed together on Friday night. It was weird. My friend Andrew works at Century, so we got in free! That was cool. After the movie, we ate dinner ( Read more... )

So I'm totally in a pickle. Last night was seriously the most confusing thing I had ever been in. I went to a party with my friend Jason and guess who was fucking there... Nicky and Rosalyn totally loving each other up.. not in a lesbo fresno way, but they're totally friends... god... oh well. I talked to Nicky for a little while and she showed ( Read more... )

I really don't know what is going on with me anymore. When I have nothing to be depressed about, I am. Everything hurts so bad, and everything just makes me want to end it all. To an outsider, my life probably seems pretty fucking good. But, they don't know the pain that I hold inside ( Read more... )

Hello there! I'm engaging myself in a deep viewing of The Price Is Right! I love Bob Barker. My friends and I were all going to go there and be on the show this summer, but we had a friendship fall out because I stopped doing drugs! AH! I sound so girlie right now. I love it when the well endowed women run down the aisle and their boobies are ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back again. I went to go get some food and ended up seeing an old friend. She told me that my hair looked good. I said thank-you and asked her out to lunch. We went to Panara. It was good to see her again. She's just in town to see her brother wrestle at state or whatever. Man, I hope it's not too early to start another ( Read more... )

So this is the beginnig of my new journal. I had to make a new one because my other ones were clouded with people reading them that I didn't want to. I wanted to start fresh with new friends. I'm skipping my class right now because I hate it. My ex-girl friend is in it and she won't stop crying at me. She cheated on me at the Rookie of the ( Read more... )