Comments | italia12: This is a very long entry

italia12

This is a very long entry

Apr 01, 2007 22:13

Prom was last night. That's all I have to say about that. Actually, the only thing I can really remember was being on the verge of tears when calling Jacob (who was in a drunken haze) and basically spilling my guts out to him. We both kept telling each other we missed one another. He kept telling me that I had no clue how happy he was that I was ( Read more... )

dream, vacant lot, prom

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boxed April 3 2007, 02:41:14 UTC

We actually ended up not going bowling at all. Me, Amanda, Chris, & Myra pretty much just drove around and smoked a bit. And, err.. ran through a field.

Why do you feel like an outcast?

italia12 April 3 2007, 14:09:21 UTC

I don't know, I guess I just feel like I was replaced by Amanda at some point this year. I keep thinking back and wondering at what point we stopped hanging out and drifted away from each other. It makes me a bit depressed to think about it.

boxed April 5 2007, 02:07:17 UTC

I'm taking a stab at it here, but I'd say approxiamately mid- to late-January. At some point it felt like everything I was telling you didn't interest you at all, so I gradually stopped. After that I started sitting in the cafeteria for lunch, mostly because crowds make me feel super awkward and I wasn't handling all those people very well. At most, our conversations would be about either television or school, and it felt forced for some reason.
You've also taken to hanging out with Jennifer, and me and her have chosen completely different paths as well. C'est la vie.