Go to Lauren's journal and what she wrote today is exactly how i feel about someone. Except for the whole work thing cause i don't.

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I don't know what to do anymore. I want so bad to just be happy. I'm not and I'm sure I wont be for a long time. I need someone new to make me happy. I want someone to love me for me and not want me for anything else but for them to love. I'm so tired of everything. I met someone who makes me really happy. Hes easy to talk to and really nice to me ( Read more... )

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Well a lot has been going on lately mostly that no one really cares about me. All I have is Sonny. That isnt a bad thing but I mean I wish I had some friends. Ashley's bitch ass hates me and I dont know why and Lauren doesn't speak to me so its whatever. Me and Sonny are back together officially now and on Thursday is our 6 month anniversary. I ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 19 people about this game.
• Sonny is the one that you love.
• Justin is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Ashley.
• Lauren is the one who knows you very well.
• Brian is your lucky star.
• Oh is the song that matches with Sonny.
• When can I See You Again is the song for Justin.
• Tyrone is the song ( Read more... )

I can't believe I keep letting myself go through this. I can't do it anymore. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose him but the way he is and the way he treats me is just not working out. All day today I've been crying over him like non stop. Like not the little crying but the screaming crying so upset and kicking and punching things crying ( Read more... )

I hate them with a fucking passion. I swear they're so fucking stupid. I can't stand when stupis fucking skeezer's named Libby try to fucking talk to MY boyfriend when she knows good and well he has a girlfriend. I don't get it. Is she retarded? Probably. UGH I hate her so fucking much. I am so mad I want to cry. And then I was talking to Sonny and ( Read more... )

Yay!!! Tonight is prom. I'm really excited. I just got home from my hair appointment and it looks really good. I know no one's gonna have the same hair as me so thats good. No one's gonna have the same anything as me. But yea I'm sporting the mohawk for prom. It's interesting but pretty. It's like got braids and curly things. I promise I'll get ( Read more... )

Well jeeze I just realized that my journal is no longer pretty. I would really appreciate it if someone would fix it for me since something happened and its not the way it looked before.

Well goodness, haven't wrote anything in quite a while. Sorry. Not like anyone reads this anyways. But yea this week was spring break. Pretty not fun. Spent most of my time with Sonny (go figure) lol. I went to the beach yesterday for like an hour and got like no sun what so ever. Ashley got mad at me and is not speaking to me. That sucks pretty ( Read more... )