I wanted to quickly make a post addressed to all my friends to let you guys know my parents have forced me to delete my livejournal after some recent events that I cant put up here ( Read more... )

young people shouldnt die..

the only purpose it serves is putting life into perspective..

Everything,NOW!'s cd release show was by the far the best show I have ever seen a band put on in this area ( Read more... )

Please pray for Tyler and Kyle of theredracer.. They were both involved in a car accident, Im not really sure of their condition but if you know these guys you know they dont deserve anything like this. I have only recently got to know the two of them and they are both such kind hearted guys,.. please pray for their well-being ( Read more... )

I hate/fear/loathe/love lust

Wow, Im really noticing how little I post anymore.. I dont know why really ( Read more... )

I hate feeling sickly..

and I hate thinking...

... and I felt really dumb today when my friends were talking about my livejournal, I feel like all I do is complain...

why is it so hard to be happy?

Im in a great mood!

two shows are booked for this story in the next three weeks!

one is my effin huge birthday bash show Im throwing for myself on feb 5th(which is my birthday) with 9 bands. 6 are confirmed so far.. details to come

Im hardcore jealous of Miranda who saw bright eyes last night in chicago... envy*

oh well, Im in a good

American Beauty is my new favorite movie, its so beautiful and its the first movie that has really ever forced me to have an epiphany at the end of it.. at least one so dramatic... I realized the beauty in everything, every moment and every event is all dealt from Gods hand and everything is beautiful in its way.. even the most tragic of things.. ( Read more... )

Am I going about everything wrong?... everyone tells me I need to work harder in school so I have something to fall back on, but no one really believes me when I tell them theres nothing else I want to do ( Read more... )