[Fic] You Stole My Heart Ch3/?
Title: You Stole My Heart ch3/?
Author: ismera91
Pairing: AKame (Jin/Ueda-this chapter)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, Smut, Angst
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot
Summary:Kame is a mess. He can't trust his own mind or body any more. For the first time in the last few years Kame is finally getting his life back on track. Until Jin decides to come home from America after 6 years and ruin everything. Kame's past comes back to haunt him worse than ever but this time he's not going down alone.
Warnings: Language and possible rape scenes later
A/N: So seeing as this is my first fic ever, this is also my first smut scene ever...so I hope it's okay ^_^ Also this chapter is mainly Jin/Ueda *sorry* but that's just how the story goes. I promise it will go back to Akame next chapter.
[Past Chapters]
Chapter 1 Chapter 2
You Stole My Heart
Chapter 3
Over a week has passed since the dinner at Kame’s place. The evening became awkward after Kame left the table. Everyone sat in stunned silence as Kame all but ran from the room. Jin was shocked…..what did he do this time? After a few more moments Kamenashi-san cleared his throat bringing everyone out of their stunned silence.
“More wine anyone?” he asks standing up heading over to the small bar in the corner. Jin nods his head in agreement. He notices Kame’s father pours himself something harder than wine. The conversation begins again as if nothing happened….was no one worried about Kame at all? Jin looks at his mother wondering if anyone else was as concerned as him. Jin’s mother catches his eye and shoots him a small pained expression….she clearly knows something that he doesn’t. What is going on here?.....what aren’t they telling him? Jin tries to tuck his concern away for the rest of the evening as plates of dessert are passed around. A couple of painful hours later Jin decides that he needs to leave. He can’t stand to be around these people anymore who are intent on pretending like nothing happened. Jin’s decides to call a cab as he notices his parents enjoying themselves. Let them be he thinks, as he watches his mother shooting little looks between Jin and Amaya and then back at Jin. ‘Hell’ Jin thinks as his mother and Kame’s continue to whisper conspiratorially in the corner….what are they up to this time. Nothing good can come of this he sighs resigned. There is no stopping their mothers when they are together like this. Jin remembers the last time he and Kame had been on the receiving end of one of their little ‘ideas’. Apparently both their mothers thought it would be cute to dress them up and take some of their beautiful daughters. It was not ‘cute’ however when the photo’s suddenly turned up in the school newspaper. Jin shudders at the memory; he still hasn’t forgiven his mother for that little digression. No he thinks again nothing good is going to come of these two plotting together.
“Dad, I think I’m going to leave. I have an early morning meeting with my agent tomorrow and its best not to be late, you know how he gets” Jin says lightly.
“Okay son, did you call a cab?” his father asks with a concerned expression. Jin nods.
“Here you go Jun, have another glass of wine, Jin will be fine to get home by himself he’s a grown boy,” Kame’s father chuckles handing Jin’s father another glass “Sora why don’t you see Jin out, he’s about to leave” Kame’s father continues this time speaking to his son. Kame’s and Jin’s mother look up from their conversation immediately.
“Actually Sora could you go around back and get more wood for the fire” Kame’s mother says calling her son back as he and Jin had begun to leave. “Amaya can show Jin out”
Oh so this is what they were planning. Great now he has to deal with a crushing fan as well, he grumbles in his head. Amaya looks up from her place by the bookshelf giving Jin an apologetic smile that says she clearly knows what their mothers are doing.
When they are outside waiting for the cab Jin can’t help but ask.
“So are you a fan of mine?” he says shooting her his cheekiest most charming smile. Amaya turns pink like he knew she would. Jin can’t help but play along a little, it’s too much fun teasing girls….especially ones he’s not interested in….God, Jin thinks he’s such a terrible person, when did he become such a playboy. Jin can’t help but scoff at his own thoughts…….he’s known for a long time that he likes to play with women’s hearts.
“I….I” she tries to say but just ends up nodding in agreement. Jin can’t help but grin wider. He always has this affect on girls. Amaya is clearly not going to say anything more as the taxi appears at the end of the street.
“Can I ask you something?” Jin says in a sudden change of mood all hints of flintiness gone. Amaya looks up at him in surprise. No doubt wondering why he was being so serious all of a sudden.
“Why did everyone get upset when I asked why you moved houses?” Jin hopes she’s not going to avoid the question like he expects her to do. She looks at him in surprise before her face turns dark, all traces of the shy embraced girl gone. In that moment Jin realises something “Does it have something to do with Kazuya? Is that why he left the table?” Jin asks voicing his suspicions. “What happened to him while I was gone?” he asks regret clear in his voice. The taxi pulls up by the curb.
“The taxi’s here” Amaya states, all emotion gone from her voice as she avoids the question.
“Why won’t you tell me?” Jin demands
“It’s not my place to tell you” She states clearly not saying anymore. Jin opens the door to the taxi and climbs inside. He winds down the window to say good bye resigned to the fact that he’s going to get nothing more out of her.
“Jin,” she says as he opens his mouth to speak “it might be better if you just leave Kazuya alone. I know you both used to be best friends but so much has changed in his life and he doesn’t need any-more complications.” warning clear in her eyes as she completes her little speech. Jin just stares at her in shock. Before he can say anything in return the taxi takes off heading for his new apartment.
*****
Jin has spent the entire week replaying what Amaya said in his mind. So something did happen to Kame……..what could have possibly happened in the past six years that changed him so much. Jin really needs to talk to Kame. Like really really needs to talk to him. Jin’s mind has been coming up with all these things that could have happened to Kame and the only one that seems plausible is the fact that Jin left him behind……does Kame still feel betrayed by Jin…..does he still hate him?.......Is this why he won’t even look at Jin? Jin feels like he’s going out of his mind, his brain keeps going around and around in circles. Jin really needs to talk to Kame. BUT! Jin reminds himself he can’t. Jin really does care about Kame and he doesn’t want to hurt him anymore than he already has. If what Amaya says is true than maybe it is best if Jin just stays away. It’s already dark outside by the time the taxi pulls up across from Jin’s apartment. Jin had been in meetings all day with his manager, trying to organise his work schedule. So far he has two scripts in his bag and a contract for a commercial Jin needs to sign. Jin fumbles for his keys in his pocket as he climbs up the stairs leading to his apartment. Not watching where he is going Jin bumps right into someone as he rounds the corner dropping his keys.
“Ah! sorry” Jin mumbles as he bends to pick them up.
“It’s okay” the man chimes as he bends down to pick up the combine bags he just dropped. As they both stand Jin takes in the man in front of him. The man looks young, around the same age as him. He has light brown hair that is pinned back with a hair band making him look almost girly. With all the hair pushed back from his face, Jin can see his smooth tanned skin beneath. The man is breath taking in his beauty and Jin needs a second to compose himself before he realises that he has been staring for way too long.
“Hi, I’m Ueda” the man explains giving a slight bow “You must be new around here” Jin finally comes back to reality as this man, named Ueda waits for him to respond. Ueda looks at him patiently, like he is used to this kind of reaction, which he probably is Jin thinks as he runs his eyes up and down Ueda’s body. Jin has been with tons of beautiful girls and none of them even come close to the man standing in front of him…….not that Jin is into guys……..but still.
“Ahm” Ueda coughs gaining Jin’s attention. Jin feels himself flush bright red as he notices the man has also been staring at him the whole time, knowing full well that Jin was totally checking him out.
“Sorry” Jin says, he has never been more embarrassed in his life “your just……” he starts but doesn’t know how to finish.
“It’s okay” the man chimes again with a confident smirk on his face that clearly says he’s used to the attention “you’re not so bad yourself” he remarks his eyes travelling up and down Jin’s body, like Jin did to him. Jin turns even redder if it’s possible.
“hmm” Jin scoffs ruffling his hair clearly indicating to the man that he’s uncomfortable with the whole situation. Jin is used to compliments even from men but this is just awkward “umm…yeh, I just moved in a few days ago” Jin mumbles “I live in 2-5”
“Really?!” the man exclaims “that’s right next to me! I’m in 2-3” surprise lighting up his features.
“Oh” is all Jin can manage. The man starts heading down the corridor giving Jin no choice but to follow. “I’m Jin by the way” he says finally gaining his composter back.
“It’s nice to meet you Jin” Ueda responds kindly, giving him a small bow “It will be good to have someone around here my own age” he continues “this floor is full of old people and young families, it can get kinda boring.”
“Oh, so you live by yourself?” Jin asks clearly surprised that Ueda doesn’t live with anyone ….he doesn’t look like the solitary type.
“No” the other chuckles “that’s why it gets lonely all by myself”
“Yeh, I know what you mean” Jin smirks as well “though living the bachelor lifestyle does have its perks” Jin continues smirking even harder, thinking of his life back in America. Jin is definitely the playboy type and being famous, it was never hard to find someone to share his bed. Ueda gives Jin a cheeky smile, clearly indicating that he agrees with Jin’s statement. By the time they reach their apartments Jin’s earlier awkwardness has vanished. Jin finds himself liking this man more and more with every second that passes.
“hmm...” Ueda thinks out loud “I know that we just met but would you like to come in for a coffee?” Ueda asks looking kind of hopeful “or a beer, I have beer in the fridge?” Jin thinks about this for a second he really wants to get started on these scripts and if he relaxes now he knows there is no way he will get them done. As Jin is about to let him down softly, Ueda gives Jin his cutest most hopeful puppy dog face he can muster. Shit Jin thinks, has anyone ever said no to this man before. Jin hears himself agreeing to a beer before the words even register in his brain. Ueda beams up at Jin with a satisfied grin. No Jin thinks no one has ever refused this man. Ueda opens his apartment and shows Jin inside. Ueda’s apartment is almost an exact replica of his. The same wooden flooring and beige coloured walls. As they walk down the hallway Jin is lead into the living room. Here Jin can tell the difference between his apartment and Ueda’s. Ueda has a black two seater sofa against the far wall covered in red and crème plush cushions that match the colour of the curtains. As Jin takes a look around he notices that Ueda’s apartment is filled with small signs of life, there is a coffee cup left on the small white round table and a magazine lying on the floor.
“Your apartment is nice” Jin comments as Ueda heads over to the kitchen counter which is just an extension of the living room.
“mmm…cluttered you mean” Ueda jokes.
“No its nice” Jin reassures him smiling “my apartment is really bare. It hardly looks like anyone’s living there”
“well its to be expected” Ueda points out like it’s the most obvious thing in the world “you only just moved in” he says as he heads back from the fridge with two bottles of beer, one in each hand. He hands one to Jin with a small smile and motions for Jin to join him on the couch. Jin takes the beer and sits down. Ueda relaxes back against the wall and pulls his legs up onto the couch, clearly getting comfortable. They sit in silence for a few moments longer as they both appreciate the coldness of their beers.
“So what do you do for work” Ueda asks. Jin is taken aback by this question, most people already know what he does for a living…but he reminds himself this is Japan not America.
“I’m an actor” Jin says confidently, enjoying the spark of interest he receives from Ueda.
“Oh, are you any good?” Ueda asks, as cheekily as ever.
“Yeh, I’m okay” Jin smirks, modesty does not suit him very well.
“Modesty is really not your thing is it Jin?” Ueda comments with a chuckle, mirroring Jin’s thoughts exactly.
“No, its not” Jin concedes equally as humoured, “what do you do for a living?”
“I study photography at WCU” Ueda answers. ‘Oh’ Jin thinks….isn’t that where Kame studies too? All of a sudden Jin is reminded of the whole Kame situation. He takes another long drought of beer before returning back to the conversation.
“That’s cool. I have a few friends back in America who are photographers” Jin comments not wanting to bring up Kame. Jin is saved though because as soon as Jin mentions America, Ueda starts bombarding him with questions. ‘what’s it like?’… ‘what did he do there?’…. ‘what places did he visit?’ Two beers and a glass of wine later Jin is feeling toughly relaxed in Ueda’s company, if not a little tipsy. Even though Ueda wanted to know every last detail about Jin’s escapade in America Jin finds himself warming to the boy. There’s something about him that makes Jin feel comfortable, he thinks as he takes in the boy’s appeal. He is clearly popular with the women and maybe even the guys too….Jin muses…….hell even Jin thinks he’s good looking and Jin’s as straight as they get.
As if Ueda is reading Jin’s mind he leans over and places his lips against Jin’s. Jin’s freezes to shocked to respond. Ueda’s lips part softly as he slips his tongue into Jin’s mouth. Ueda’s hand reaches up to his face as he continues to brushes his lips against Jin’s. Shit! Jin thinks as he finally comes to his senses and pushes Ueda back, away from him…what the hell is he doing? Ueda stares back at Jin with desire and rejection caught in his eyes. Jin stares down at his hands trying to get a hold of his emotions, his brain unable to form any coherent words.
“Jin its okay you know” Ueda says with confidence, all evidence of his rejection gone “you don’t have a girlfriend right so there’s no problem and I don’t have one either if your worried about that” he continues his expression caught between a smirk and a grin as if he’s just said the funniest thing in the world. Jin stares at Ueda, he’s not stupid he knows where this is going.
“Jin I think you’re really hot and I really want you to fuck me, it doesn’t have to mean anything” Ueda says bluntly shrugging his shoulder before Jin can even open his mouth to say something. Ueda has clearly done this before Jin thinks. Maybe his earlier thoughts about Ueda being popular with the guys as well, wasn’t too far off the truth.
“Don’t tell me you are a virgin!” Ueda exclaims, as Jin continues to sit there in silence still stunned by this turn of events. No, Jin is definitely not a virgin, he has had sex with plenty of women…..but he’s never had sex with a guy before. Can he even get hard over a guy? “Oh, you’ve just never had sex with a guy before” Ueda states catching on. Jin looks up at Ueda in surprise only to see arousal and desire staring back at him. “Don’t worry, Jin…having sex with a guy is just like having sex with a women……..only better” Ueda says as he closes in on Jin’s personal space again, his hands lightly brushing against Jin’s chest. “Think about it Jin, I am a guy just like you. I know all the places that will make you feel good, all the places that will make you shiver….because they make me feel good too” Ueda whispers in a low voice close to his ear. Ueda is clearly trying to seduce him he thinks…….and it’s working. Jin wonders again for the second time tonight whether anyone has actually ever said no to this man before. Ueda lets his lips brush against Jin’s ear as he continues to whisper in a dark voice “I want you to fuck me Jin”. Ueda begins to move his hands downwards brushing over Jin’s lower stomach. Fuck Jin thinks as his blood rushes hot and heavy straight down to his crouch, pooling in his stomach. Jin recognises the familiar feeling of desire and lust running through his body. Ueda moves straddling Jin’s lap as he leans down to kiss him again. Jin responds immediately this time, parting Ueda’s lips and shoving his tongue inside. As their tongues colloid Jin feels warmth spread through his body again. Jin travels his hands up Ueda’s back feeling his hard muscles beneath his thin shirt. Ueda lifts his hands to Jin’s hair pulling roughly as he continues to dance with Jin’s tongue. Eventually they need to part for air. As Jin and Ueda continue to breathe heavily, Jin takes in Ueda’s swollen lips and knows that his must be the same. Jin is not completely lost to desire yet as he still thinks that this is not quite right……..it feels okay…….but it’s not turning him on as fast as usual. He doesn’t feel the need pulling at him driving him crazy with want.
“I want you to fuck me hard Jin” Ueda commands out of breath. Jin says nothing as Ueda reaches down towards Jin’s crotch locking Jin’s lips in another fierce kiss. Jin just lets Ueda lead as he begins to palm Jin through his jeans. Fuck Jin thinks as he feels his cock begging to harden. Apparently he can get hard over a guy. Ueda breaks the kiss sliding down in his lap until lands on the floor. Ueda’s intent is clear as he reaches for Jin’s belt. Jin spreads his legs accommodating for Ueda kneeling between his thighs. Ueda wastes no time as he unbuckles Jin’s jeans and pulls them and his underwear down in one go. Ueda stares down at Jin’s cock for a few seconds before looking up at him in awe.
“Wow, Jin you’re really big” he compliments as he begins to caress Jin’s length teasing him. Ueda’s words go straight to his cock.
“See Jin I told you it would feel good” Ueda smirks as his hand begins to move up and down Jin’s shaft causing pleasure to spike through his body. Fuck, he has definitely done this before Jin thinks as Ueda’s grip tightens slightly. All thoughts have left Jin as Ueda leans down and licks him, from the base right up to the tip letting his tongue linger around the head teasingly.
“Ahh” Jin mumbles as heat speeds through his body. In that moment Jin forgets all about Kame and the dinner, all about Kame and there lost friendship .Ueda parts his lips ready to take in all of Jin. This is what he needs Jin thinks, this is what he has been missing the last couple of weeks……this is why he has been so tense and nervous lately, he just really needs to fuck somebody. Ueda stares up at Jin waiting for his okay before continuing, wanting to know that Jin really is okay with this. Jin nods his head giving Ueda the permission he needs.
‘Ahh…God….” Jin mumbles as Ueda takes in his length. He’s not sure he really does want this….want Ueda like this……but right now this feels so damn good and there is no way he is going to tell Ueda to stop. Pleasure spikes through Jin’s body again as Ueda takes him deep. Jin’s cock continues to grow as Ueda begins to suck in earnest. This is one of the best blow jobs Jin has had in a long time, Ueda definitely knows what he’s doing. Jin lets Ueda tease his cock for a few moments longer before pulling Ueda up off the floor. Standing up Ueda looks down at Jin, giving him a piercing gaze full of arousal and want. Fuck! Jin thinks Ueda is really hot! Jin says nothing as the man in front of him starts to undress, lifting his shirt over his head to reveal more of that smooth tanned skin. Ueda moves onto his pants unclasping the belt and buttons wasting no time as he pulls them down. Jin notices that he is not wearing any underwear. Ueda stands in front of Jin, naked.
“Because this is your first time with a man” Ueda speaks staring down at Jin, “I will have to teach you what to do” Jin swallows as he thinks about what he’s gotten himself into….he would probably be having second thoughts right now if he wasn’t a little tipsy from all the alcohol.
“I’m sure I’ll figure it out” Jin replies not caring about Ueda’s surprised “humph” as he pulls him down onto the couch.
“You wanted me to fuck you right?” Jin states trapping Ueda beneath his arms. Ueda gives him a surprised nod as Jin seems to have found his confidence back “I’m going to do you right here on the couch”
“As much as I want you to fuck me Jin, I’m not a girl….we need things” Ueda explains desire still burning in his eyes as he travels his fingers down Jin’s chest. Jin doesn’t object as Ueda sits up moving Jin out of the way. He reaches down over to a small side table Jin hadn’t noticed before. While Ueda is rummaging in the draw Jin stands and takes off his shirt and gets rid of his pants properly. Ueda has found what he wants as he withdraws a small bottle of lube and a foil packet.
Handing the foil to Jin, Ueda opens the bottle squirting some onto his fingers.
“Here, watch this” Ueda announces, laying back down on the couch and spreading his legs. Jin can’t help but watch in fascination as Ueda places one finger inside himself. Ueda lets out a small moan as he begins to move his fingers opening himself up for Jin.
“When you’re with a guy you have to make sure that you prepare him properly” Ueda notes. As hot as this is Jin can’t help but feel like a school boy being instructed by his teacher. Jin continues to watch as Ueda prepares himself, adding another finger with a deep moan. After a few minutes Ueda opens his eye’s catching Jin staring with his cock in his hand, condom ready to go. That was sooo HOT Jin thinks……maybe he could get used to this whole guy thing after all.
“So…..are you going to fuck me or not?”Ueda says letting his words hang between them. Jin doesn’t have the brain cells to respond with words as he moves closer to Ueda. The other pulls him down onto the couch as soon as he’s in within reach. Jin lays on top of Ueda their erections brushing against each other. Jin can’t wait any longer as he places his cock next to Ueda’s hole.
“I think you can figure out the rest by yourself” Ueda comments with a smirk clearly enjoying Jin’s inexperience. Jin couldn’t agree more as he pushes into the other. Ueda feels oh so good around Jin as he goes deeper, making him move his hips instinctively.
Ueda lets out a low moan as Jin begins to move inside him. Pulling out and then pushing back in. Moving faster Jin continues no longer holding back. As Jin begins to fuck Ueda in earnest he loses himself in the sensations surrounding him. After a few minutes Jin can feel himself getting closer to the edge. Ueda moves his hand down to his own erection trying to catch to up with Jin.
“Ueda……I going to……..” Jin struggles to get out, between his ragged breathing.
“Come, Jin Come!” Ueda all but screams as his own cock pulses in his hand. Jin feels Ueda tighten around him as he comes, spilling over his own hand and down onto his navel. The sight alone is enough to push Jin over the edge as he spills himself inside Ueda.
Jin collapses on top of Ueda trying to regain his breath as he comes down from his orgasm. That was really good sex, Jin can’t help but think as he lies still for a few moments longer.
“Jin, your heavy” Ueda finally lets out with a gasp. Jin had been so caught up in his own post-sex bliss that he had almost forgotten Ueda was even there.
“Sorry” Jin mumbles attempting to move off the other. As Jin rises Ueda just pulls him back down capturing Jin’s lips in another kiss.
“That was….” Ueda begins clearly trying to come up with the right words.
“fucking hot” Jin completes, the corners of his mouth quirking upward.
“yeah” Ueda agrees, smirking back at Jin.
Ueda is about to say something more when the sound of ‘why can’t you love me’ fills the air. Jin looks at up at Ueda in surprise as he pushes Jin away and all but leaps up off the couch.
“Pants? Where are my pants?” Ueda splutters frantically searching the floor. “Here” Jin says handing him his pants which were down by Jin’s feet. Ueda takes the pants and pulls out his phone which had started the second chorus by now.
“Jin, I’m sorry this is really important” Ueda declares. Jin gives him a small smile trying to say he’s not offended. Whoever is calling is clearly important as Ueda wastes no time in answering the phone. Ueda moves into the kitchen as he takes the call.
“Moshi Moshi” he chimes, relatively calm compared to his frantic searching.
Jin sits for a few moments longer thinking about what just happened. Fuck Jin thinks as the reality settles in, he just had sex with a man! His neighbour no less!.....................he can’t say he didn’t enjoy it though, as he recalls what it felt like to be buried deep inside Ueda, damn he’s not turning gay right? Jin is a little confused right now…….he doesn’t think he’s gay……..he’s not attracted to men…….but he just had sex with a man………does that make him gay? Jin has no idea what to think anymore. He decides that it’s time to leave now, with Ueda on the phone Jin feels awkward sitting on the couch by himself.
Jin picks his pants and t-shirt up off the floor dressing quickly. He can hear Ueda talking with someone on the phone in a hushed voice, clearly not wanting Jin to overhear his conversation. As soon as he’s dressed Jin stands and walks over to where Ueda is talking in the kitchen. Jin clears his throat not wanting to intrude on Ueda’s conversation.
“Ahem” Jin says politely, slightly embarrassed again by this whole situation. Ueda turns around noticing Jin. He says something into the phone that sounds like ‘hold on a minute’ before placing his hand over the speaker and coming closer to Jin.
“I think I’m just going to leave” Jin says.
“Jin I’m really sorry, I didn’t mean for this to happen” he says clearly indicating the phone call.
“It’s okay don’t worry about it” Jin chimes imitating Ueda’s words from earlier this evening.
“Jin, I’m really sorry” he repeats again “maybe….would it be okay….I mean if you wanted to….me and some friends are going to a club on Saturday night….you could join us if you wanted to…I mean only if you want to” Jin is taken aback, what happened to the confident young man who Jin just fucked a few minutes ago.
“Sure” Jin replies because there is no way he’s giving up the opportunity to go clubbing even if it means Ueda might try and hit on him again. Relief floods Ueda’s face as he hands Jin a slip of paper.
“Here this is my number. In case you need to call me for something” Ueda shrugs like it means nothing. Jin gives Ueda a reassuring smile as he moves towards the door, letting Ueda get back to his phone call. This day couldn’t have gotten any weirder Jin thinks as he opens the door to Ueda’s apartment and lets himself out.
Ueda waits until he hears the door close before he gets back to his phone call.
“So Kame” Ueda asks “are you up for some clubbing on Saturday night?”
Chapter 4
Author: ismera91
Pairing: AKame (Jin/Ueda-this chapter)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, Smut, Angst
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot
Summary:Kame is a mess. He can't trust his own mind or body any more. For the first time in the last few years Kame is finally getting his life back on track. Until Jin decides to come home from America after 6 years and ruin everything. Kame's past comes back to haunt him worse than ever but this time he's not going down alone.
Warnings: Language and possible rape scenes later
A/N: So seeing as this is my first fic ever, this is also my first smut scene ever...so I hope it's okay ^_^ Also this chapter is mainly Jin/Ueda *sorry* but that's just how the story goes. I promise it will go back to Akame next chapter.
[Past Chapters]
Chapter 1 Chapter 2
You Stole My Heart
Chapter 3
Over a week has passed since the dinner at Kame’s place. The evening became awkward after Kame left the table. Everyone sat in stunned silence as Kame all but ran from the room. Jin was shocked…..what did he do this time? After a few more moments Kamenashi-san cleared his throat bringing everyone out of their stunned silence.
“More wine anyone?” he asks standing up heading over to the small bar in the corner. Jin nods his head in agreement. He notices Kame’s father pours himself something harder than wine. The conversation begins again as if nothing happened….was no one worried about Kame at all? Jin looks at his mother wondering if anyone else was as concerned as him. Jin’s mother catches his eye and shoots him a small pained expression….she clearly knows something that he doesn’t. What is going on here?.....what aren’t they telling him? Jin tries to tuck his concern away for the rest of the evening as plates of dessert are passed around. A couple of painful hours later Jin decides that he needs to leave. He can’t stand to be around these people anymore who are intent on pretending like nothing happened. Jin’s decides to call a cab as he notices his parents enjoying themselves. Let them be he thinks, as he watches his mother shooting little looks between Jin and Amaya and then back at Jin. ‘Hell’ Jin thinks as his mother and Kame’s continue to whisper conspiratorially in the corner….what are they up to this time. Nothing good can come of this he sighs resigned. There is no stopping their mothers when they are together like this. Jin remembers the last time he and Kame had been on the receiving end of one of their little ‘ideas’. Apparently both their mothers thought it would be cute to dress them up and take some of their beautiful daughters. It was not ‘cute’ however when the photo’s suddenly turned up in the school newspaper. Jin shudders at the memory; he still hasn’t forgiven his mother for that little digression. No he thinks again nothing good is going to come of these two plotting together.
“Dad, I think I’m going to leave. I have an early morning meeting with my agent tomorrow and its best not to be late, you know how he gets” Jin says lightly.
“Okay son, did you call a cab?” his father asks with a concerned expression. Jin nods.
“Here you go Jun, have another glass of wine, Jin will be fine to get home by himself he’s a grown boy,” Kame’s father chuckles handing Jin’s father another glass “Sora why don’t you see Jin out, he’s about to leave” Kame’s father continues this time speaking to his son. Kame’s and Jin’s mother look up from their conversation immediately.
“Actually Sora could you go around back and get more wood for the fire” Kame’s mother says calling her son back as he and Jin had begun to leave. “Amaya can show Jin out”
Oh so this is what they were planning. Great now he has to deal with a crushing fan as well, he grumbles in his head. Amaya looks up from her place by the bookshelf giving Jin an apologetic smile that says she clearly knows what their mothers are doing.
When they are outside waiting for the cab Jin can’t help but ask.
“So are you a fan of mine?” he says shooting her his cheekiest most charming smile. Amaya turns pink like he knew she would. Jin can’t help but play along a little, it’s too much fun teasing girls….especially ones he’s not interested in….God, Jin thinks he’s such a terrible person, when did he become such a playboy. Jin can’t help but scoff at his own thoughts…….he’s known for a long time that he likes to play with women’s hearts.
“I….I” she tries to say but just ends up nodding in agreement. Jin can’t help but grin wider. He always has this affect on girls. Amaya is clearly not going to say anything more as the taxi appears at the end of the street.
“Can I ask you something?” Jin says in a sudden change of mood all hints of flintiness gone. Amaya looks up at him in surprise. No doubt wondering why he was being so serious all of a sudden.
“Why did everyone get upset when I asked why you moved houses?” Jin hopes she’s not going to avoid the question like he expects her to do. She looks at him in surprise before her face turns dark, all traces of the shy embraced girl gone. In that moment Jin realises something “Does it have something to do with Kazuya? Is that why he left the table?” Jin asks voicing his suspicions. “What happened to him while I was gone?” he asks regret clear in his voice. The taxi pulls up by the curb.
“The taxi’s here” Amaya states, all emotion gone from her voice as she avoids the question.
“Why won’t you tell me?” Jin demands
“It’s not my place to tell you” She states clearly not saying anymore. Jin opens the door to the taxi and climbs inside. He winds down the window to say good bye resigned to the fact that he’s going to get nothing more out of her.
“Jin,” she says as he opens his mouth to speak “it might be better if you just leave Kazuya alone. I know you both used to be best friends but so much has changed in his life and he doesn’t need any-more complications.” warning clear in her eyes as she completes her little speech. Jin just stares at her in shock. Before he can say anything in return the taxi takes off heading for his new apartment.
*****
Jin has spent the entire week replaying what Amaya said in his mind. So something did happen to Kame……..what could have possibly happened in the past six years that changed him so much. Jin really needs to talk to Kame. Like really really needs to talk to him. Jin’s mind has been coming up with all these things that could have happened to Kame and the only one that seems plausible is the fact that Jin left him behind……does Kame still feel betrayed by Jin…..does he still hate him?.......Is this why he won’t even look at Jin? Jin feels like he’s going out of his mind, his brain keeps going around and around in circles. Jin really needs to talk to Kame. BUT! Jin reminds himself he can’t. Jin really does care about Kame and he doesn’t want to hurt him anymore than he already has. If what Amaya says is true than maybe it is best if Jin just stays away. It’s already dark outside by the time the taxi pulls up across from Jin’s apartment. Jin had been in meetings all day with his manager, trying to organise his work schedule. So far he has two scripts in his bag and a contract for a commercial Jin needs to sign. Jin fumbles for his keys in his pocket as he climbs up the stairs leading to his apartment. Not watching where he is going Jin bumps right into someone as he rounds the corner dropping his keys.
“Ah! sorry” Jin mumbles as he bends to pick them up.
“It’s okay” the man chimes as he bends down to pick up the combine bags he just dropped. As they both stand Jin takes in the man in front of him. The man looks young, around the same age as him. He has light brown hair that is pinned back with a hair band making him look almost girly. With all the hair pushed back from his face, Jin can see his smooth tanned skin beneath. The man is breath taking in his beauty and Jin needs a second to compose himself before he realises that he has been staring for way too long.
“Hi, I’m Ueda” the man explains giving a slight bow “You must be new around here” Jin finally comes back to reality as this man, named Ueda waits for him to respond. Ueda looks at him patiently, like he is used to this kind of reaction, which he probably is Jin thinks as he runs his eyes up and down Ueda’s body. Jin has been with tons of beautiful girls and none of them even come close to the man standing in front of him…….not that Jin is into guys……..but still.
“Ahm” Ueda coughs gaining Jin’s attention. Jin feels himself flush bright red as he notices the man has also been staring at him the whole time, knowing full well that Jin was totally checking him out.
“Sorry” Jin says, he has never been more embarrassed in his life “your just……” he starts but doesn’t know how to finish.
“It’s okay” the man chimes again with a confident smirk on his face that clearly says he’s used to the attention “you’re not so bad yourself” he remarks his eyes travelling up and down Jin’s body, like Jin did to him. Jin turns even redder if it’s possible.
“hmm” Jin scoffs ruffling his hair clearly indicating to the man that he’s uncomfortable with the whole situation. Jin is used to compliments even from men but this is just awkward “umm…yeh, I just moved in a few days ago” Jin mumbles “I live in 2-5”
“Really?!” the man exclaims “that’s right next to me! I’m in 2-3” surprise lighting up his features.
“Oh” is all Jin can manage. The man starts heading down the corridor giving Jin no choice but to follow. “I’m Jin by the way” he says finally gaining his composter back.
“It’s nice to meet you Jin” Ueda responds kindly, giving him a small bow “It will be good to have someone around here my own age” he continues “this floor is full of old people and young families, it can get kinda boring.”
“Oh, so you live by yourself?” Jin asks clearly surprised that Ueda doesn’t live with anyone ….he doesn’t look like the solitary type.
“No” the other chuckles “that’s why it gets lonely all by myself”
“Yeh, I know what you mean” Jin smirks as well “though living the bachelor lifestyle does have its perks” Jin continues smirking even harder, thinking of his life back in America. Jin is definitely the playboy type and being famous, it was never hard to find someone to share his bed. Ueda gives Jin a cheeky smile, clearly indicating that he agrees with Jin’s statement. By the time they reach their apartments Jin’s earlier awkwardness has vanished. Jin finds himself liking this man more and more with every second that passes.
“hmm...” Ueda thinks out loud “I know that we just met but would you like to come in for a coffee?” Ueda asks looking kind of hopeful “or a beer, I have beer in the fridge?” Jin thinks about this for a second he really wants to get started on these scripts and if he relaxes now he knows there is no way he will get them done. As Jin is about to let him down softly, Ueda gives Jin his cutest most hopeful puppy dog face he can muster. Shit Jin thinks, has anyone ever said no to this man before. Jin hears himself agreeing to a beer before the words even register in his brain. Ueda beams up at Jin with a satisfied grin. No Jin thinks no one has ever refused this man. Ueda opens his apartment and shows Jin inside. Ueda’s apartment is almost an exact replica of his. The same wooden flooring and beige coloured walls. As they walk down the hallway Jin is lead into the living room. Here Jin can tell the difference between his apartment and Ueda’s. Ueda has a black two seater sofa against the far wall covered in red and crème plush cushions that match the colour of the curtains. As Jin takes a look around he notices that Ueda’s apartment is filled with small signs of life, there is a coffee cup left on the small white round table and a magazine lying on the floor.
“Your apartment is nice” Jin comments as Ueda heads over to the kitchen counter which is just an extension of the living room.
“mmm…cluttered you mean” Ueda jokes.
“No its nice” Jin reassures him smiling “my apartment is really bare. It hardly looks like anyone’s living there”
“well its to be expected” Ueda points out like it’s the most obvious thing in the world “you only just moved in” he says as he heads back from the fridge with two bottles of beer, one in each hand. He hands one to Jin with a small smile and motions for Jin to join him on the couch. Jin takes the beer and sits down. Ueda relaxes back against the wall and pulls his legs up onto the couch, clearly getting comfortable. They sit in silence for a few moments longer as they both appreciate the coldness of their beers.
“So what do you do for work” Ueda asks. Jin is taken aback by this question, most people already know what he does for a living…but he reminds himself this is Japan not America.
“I’m an actor” Jin says confidently, enjoying the spark of interest he receives from Ueda.
“Oh, are you any good?” Ueda asks, as cheekily as ever.
“Yeh, I’m okay” Jin smirks, modesty does not suit him very well.
“Modesty is really not your thing is it Jin?” Ueda comments with a chuckle, mirroring Jin’s thoughts exactly.
“No, its not” Jin concedes equally as humoured, “what do you do for a living?”
“I study photography at WCU” Ueda answers. ‘Oh’ Jin thinks….isn’t that where Kame studies too? All of a sudden Jin is reminded of the whole Kame situation. He takes another long drought of beer before returning back to the conversation.
“That’s cool. I have a few friends back in America who are photographers” Jin comments not wanting to bring up Kame. Jin is saved though because as soon as Jin mentions America, Ueda starts bombarding him with questions. ‘what’s it like?’… ‘what did he do there?’…. ‘what places did he visit?’ Two beers and a glass of wine later Jin is feeling toughly relaxed in Ueda’s company, if not a little tipsy. Even though Ueda wanted to know every last detail about Jin’s escapade in America Jin finds himself warming to the boy. There’s something about him that makes Jin feel comfortable, he thinks as he takes in the boy’s appeal. He is clearly popular with the women and maybe even the guys too….Jin muses…….hell even Jin thinks he’s good looking and Jin’s as straight as they get.
As if Ueda is reading Jin’s mind he leans over and places his lips against Jin’s. Jin’s freezes to shocked to respond. Ueda’s lips part softly as he slips his tongue into Jin’s mouth. Ueda’s hand reaches up to his face as he continues to brushes his lips against Jin’s. Shit! Jin thinks as he finally comes to his senses and pushes Ueda back, away from him…what the hell is he doing? Ueda stares back at Jin with desire and rejection caught in his eyes. Jin stares down at his hands trying to get a hold of his emotions, his brain unable to form any coherent words.
“Jin its okay you know” Ueda says with confidence, all evidence of his rejection gone “you don’t have a girlfriend right so there’s no problem and I don’t have one either if your worried about that” he continues his expression caught between a smirk and a grin as if he’s just said the funniest thing in the world. Jin stares at Ueda, he’s not stupid he knows where this is going.
“Jin I think you’re really hot and I really want you to fuck me, it doesn’t have to mean anything” Ueda says bluntly shrugging his shoulder before Jin can even open his mouth to say something. Ueda has clearly done this before Jin thinks. Maybe his earlier thoughts about Ueda being popular with the guys as well, wasn’t too far off the truth.
“Don’t tell me you are a virgin!” Ueda exclaims, as Jin continues to sit there in silence still stunned by this turn of events. No, Jin is definitely not a virgin, he has had sex with plenty of women…..but he’s never had sex with a guy before. Can he even get hard over a guy? “Oh, you’ve just never had sex with a guy before” Ueda states catching on. Jin looks up at Ueda in surprise only to see arousal and desire staring back at him. “Don’t worry, Jin…having sex with a guy is just like having sex with a women……..only better” Ueda says as he closes in on Jin’s personal space again, his hands lightly brushing against Jin’s chest. “Think about it Jin, I am a guy just like you. I know all the places that will make you feel good, all the places that will make you shiver….because they make me feel good too” Ueda whispers in a low voice close to his ear. Ueda is clearly trying to seduce him he thinks…….and it’s working. Jin wonders again for the second time tonight whether anyone has actually ever said no to this man before. Ueda lets his lips brush against Jin’s ear as he continues to whisper in a dark voice “I want you to fuck me Jin”. Ueda begins to move his hands downwards brushing over Jin’s lower stomach. Fuck Jin thinks as his blood rushes hot and heavy straight down to his crouch, pooling in his stomach. Jin recognises the familiar feeling of desire and lust running through his body. Ueda moves straddling Jin’s lap as he leans down to kiss him again. Jin responds immediately this time, parting Ueda’s lips and shoving his tongue inside. As their tongues colloid Jin feels warmth spread through his body again. Jin travels his hands up Ueda’s back feeling his hard muscles beneath his thin shirt. Ueda lifts his hands to Jin’s hair pulling roughly as he continues to dance with Jin’s tongue. Eventually they need to part for air. As Jin and Ueda continue to breathe heavily, Jin takes in Ueda’s swollen lips and knows that his must be the same. Jin is not completely lost to desire yet as he still thinks that this is not quite right……..it feels okay…….but it’s not turning him on as fast as usual. He doesn’t feel the need pulling at him driving him crazy with want.
“I want you to fuck me hard Jin” Ueda commands out of breath. Jin says nothing as Ueda reaches down towards Jin’s crotch locking Jin’s lips in another fierce kiss. Jin just lets Ueda lead as he begins to palm Jin through his jeans. Fuck Jin thinks as he feels his cock begging to harden. Apparently he can get hard over a guy. Ueda breaks the kiss sliding down in his lap until lands on the floor. Ueda’s intent is clear as he reaches for Jin’s belt. Jin spreads his legs accommodating for Ueda kneeling between his thighs. Ueda wastes no time as he unbuckles Jin’s jeans and pulls them and his underwear down in one go. Ueda stares down at Jin’s cock for a few seconds before looking up at him in awe.
“Wow, Jin you’re really big” he compliments as he begins to caress Jin’s length teasing him. Ueda’s words go straight to his cock.
“See Jin I told you it would feel good” Ueda smirks as his hand begins to move up and down Jin’s shaft causing pleasure to spike through his body. Fuck, he has definitely done this before Jin thinks as Ueda’s grip tightens slightly. All thoughts have left Jin as Ueda leans down and licks him, from the base right up to the tip letting his tongue linger around the head teasingly.
“Ahh” Jin mumbles as heat speeds through his body. In that moment Jin forgets all about Kame and the dinner, all about Kame and there lost friendship .Ueda parts his lips ready to take in all of Jin. This is what he needs Jin thinks, this is what he has been missing the last couple of weeks……this is why he has been so tense and nervous lately, he just really needs to fuck somebody. Ueda stares up at Jin waiting for his okay before continuing, wanting to know that Jin really is okay with this. Jin nods his head giving Ueda the permission he needs.
‘Ahh…God….” Jin mumbles as Ueda takes in his length. He’s not sure he really does want this….want Ueda like this……but right now this feels so damn good and there is no way he is going to tell Ueda to stop. Pleasure spikes through Jin’s body again as Ueda takes him deep. Jin’s cock continues to grow as Ueda begins to suck in earnest. This is one of the best blow jobs Jin has had in a long time, Ueda definitely knows what he’s doing. Jin lets Ueda tease his cock for a few moments longer before pulling Ueda up off the floor. Standing up Ueda looks down at Jin, giving him a piercing gaze full of arousal and want. Fuck! Jin thinks Ueda is really hot! Jin says nothing as the man in front of him starts to undress, lifting his shirt over his head to reveal more of that smooth tanned skin. Ueda moves onto his pants unclasping the belt and buttons wasting no time as he pulls them down. Jin notices that he is not wearing any underwear. Ueda stands in front of Jin, naked.
“Because this is your first time with a man” Ueda speaks staring down at Jin, “I will have to teach you what to do” Jin swallows as he thinks about what he’s gotten himself into….he would probably be having second thoughts right now if he wasn’t a little tipsy from all the alcohol.
“I’m sure I’ll figure it out” Jin replies not caring about Ueda’s surprised “humph” as he pulls him down onto the couch.
“You wanted me to fuck you right?” Jin states trapping Ueda beneath his arms. Ueda gives him a surprised nod as Jin seems to have found his confidence back “I’m going to do you right here on the couch”
“As much as I want you to fuck me Jin, I’m not a girl….we need things” Ueda explains desire still burning in his eyes as he travels his fingers down Jin’s chest. Jin doesn’t object as Ueda sits up moving Jin out of the way. He reaches down over to a small side table Jin hadn’t noticed before. While Ueda is rummaging in the draw Jin stands and takes off his shirt and gets rid of his pants properly. Ueda has found what he wants as he withdraws a small bottle of lube and a foil packet.
Handing the foil to Jin, Ueda opens the bottle squirting some onto his fingers.
“Here, watch this” Ueda announces, laying back down on the couch and spreading his legs. Jin can’t help but watch in fascination as Ueda places one finger inside himself. Ueda lets out a small moan as he begins to move his fingers opening himself up for Jin.
“When you’re with a guy you have to make sure that you prepare him properly” Ueda notes. As hot as this is Jin can’t help but feel like a school boy being instructed by his teacher. Jin continues to watch as Ueda prepares himself, adding another finger with a deep moan. After a few minutes Ueda opens his eye’s catching Jin staring with his cock in his hand, condom ready to go. That was sooo HOT Jin thinks……maybe he could get used to this whole guy thing after all.
“So…..are you going to fuck me or not?”Ueda says letting his words hang between them. Jin doesn’t have the brain cells to respond with words as he moves closer to Ueda. The other pulls him down onto the couch as soon as he’s in within reach. Jin lays on top of Ueda their erections brushing against each other. Jin can’t wait any longer as he places his cock next to Ueda’s hole.
“I think you can figure out the rest by yourself” Ueda comments with a smirk clearly enjoying Jin’s inexperience. Jin couldn’t agree more as he pushes into the other. Ueda feels oh so good around Jin as he goes deeper, making him move his hips instinctively.
Ueda lets out a low moan as Jin begins to move inside him. Pulling out and then pushing back in. Moving faster Jin continues no longer holding back. As Jin begins to fuck Ueda in earnest he loses himself in the sensations surrounding him. After a few minutes Jin can feel himself getting closer to the edge. Ueda moves his hand down to his own erection trying to catch to up with Jin.
“Ueda……I going to……..” Jin struggles to get out, between his ragged breathing.
“Come, Jin Come!” Ueda all but screams as his own cock pulses in his hand. Jin feels Ueda tighten around him as he comes, spilling over his own hand and down onto his navel. The sight alone is enough to push Jin over the edge as he spills himself inside Ueda.
Jin collapses on top of Ueda trying to regain his breath as he comes down from his orgasm. That was really good sex, Jin can’t help but think as he lies still for a few moments longer.
“Jin, your heavy” Ueda finally lets out with a gasp. Jin had been so caught up in his own post-sex bliss that he had almost forgotten Ueda was even there.
“Sorry” Jin mumbles attempting to move off the other. As Jin rises Ueda just pulls him back down capturing Jin’s lips in another kiss.
“That was….” Ueda begins clearly trying to come up with the right words.
“fucking hot” Jin completes, the corners of his mouth quirking upward.
“yeah” Ueda agrees, smirking back at Jin.
Ueda is about to say something more when the sound of ‘why can’t you love me’ fills the air. Jin looks at up at Ueda in surprise as he pushes Jin away and all but leaps up off the couch.
“Pants? Where are my pants?” Ueda splutters frantically searching the floor. “Here” Jin says handing him his pants which were down by Jin’s feet. Ueda takes the pants and pulls out his phone which had started the second chorus by now.
“Jin, I’m sorry this is really important” Ueda declares. Jin gives him a small smile trying to say he’s not offended. Whoever is calling is clearly important as Ueda wastes no time in answering the phone. Ueda moves into the kitchen as he takes the call.
“Moshi Moshi” he chimes, relatively calm compared to his frantic searching.
Jin sits for a few moments longer thinking about what just happened. Fuck Jin thinks as the reality settles in, he just had sex with a man! His neighbour no less!.....................he can’t say he didn’t enjoy it though, as he recalls what it felt like to be buried deep inside Ueda, damn he’s not turning gay right? Jin is a little confused right now…….he doesn’t think he’s gay……..he’s not attracted to men…….but he just had sex with a man………does that make him gay? Jin has no idea what to think anymore. He decides that it’s time to leave now, with Ueda on the phone Jin feels awkward sitting on the couch by himself.
Jin picks his pants and t-shirt up off the floor dressing quickly. He can hear Ueda talking with someone on the phone in a hushed voice, clearly not wanting Jin to overhear his conversation. As soon as he’s dressed Jin stands and walks over to where Ueda is talking in the kitchen. Jin clears his throat not wanting to intrude on Ueda’s conversation.
“Ahem” Jin says politely, slightly embarrassed again by this whole situation. Ueda turns around noticing Jin. He says something into the phone that sounds like ‘hold on a minute’ before placing his hand over the speaker and coming closer to Jin.
“I think I’m just going to leave” Jin says.
“Jin I’m really sorry, I didn’t mean for this to happen” he says clearly indicating the phone call.
“It’s okay don’t worry about it” Jin chimes imitating Ueda’s words from earlier this evening.
“Jin, I’m really sorry” he repeats again “maybe….would it be okay….I mean if you wanted to….me and some friends are going to a club on Saturday night….you could join us if you wanted to…I mean only if you want to” Jin is taken aback, what happened to the confident young man who Jin just fucked a few minutes ago.
“Sure” Jin replies because there is no way he’s giving up the opportunity to go clubbing even if it means Ueda might try and hit on him again. Relief floods Ueda’s face as he hands Jin a slip of paper.
“Here this is my number. In case you need to call me for something” Ueda shrugs like it means nothing. Jin gives Ueda a reassuring smile as he moves towards the door, letting Ueda get back to his phone call. This day couldn’t have gotten any weirder Jin thinks as he opens the door to Ueda’s apartment and lets himself out.
Ueda waits until he hears the door close before he gets back to his phone call.
“So Kame” Ueda asks “are you up for some clubbing on Saturday night?”
Chapter 4