after a lenghty discussion tonight, i realized that not only does change always happen, but it has to happen. After enough of my life has changed, ive realized, that a lot of change is good in the long run. sometimes its bad, but usually it is good. Even if the good cant be seen immediatly. So through all of that, i just wonder, what happened to ( Read more... )

So the last three nights i have gotten between 4:30 - 6:00 hours of sleep. There are different reasons for each, but in the end, i made it through each day, and i think im starting to only rely on that number of hours. Last night was a really good time. There were some bothering parts, but as i look over my shoulder right now, i forget my anger ( Read more... )

life is intersting. it always has ups and downs, and hard times and easy times, but getting through them is what is important. Taking everythig one day at a time, and just going from day to day is important. WE can hope for what we want, but we can always get that, so sometimes, we jsut have to see how things turn out, and hope for the best.

One, i love my roommate (in a no homo way). Two, im really hungry, i made a huge amount of pasta yesterday, but i want pancakes. But it is soooo fucking cold in this house, i dont want to leave the bed. Seriously, its about 52 in the house. THe parents said i can raise the temperature, but i dont want to go all the way upstairs and do that. Ahh ( Read more... )

Here i sit in a train station in boston. Waiting for my train. I am absolutly exhuasted, and feel as if i could sleep from now until tomorrow morning. But it was a great week. I had a great time, and even if padric doesnt think his area is cool, i think its awesome. Its always great to see another side of life, and just to see a different home ( Read more... )

is it easier to create a future in which everything that exists is as one imagines and can not therefore be inccorrect, or is it easier to simply recreate the past where everything is already, but has to be recreated correctly?

haha got a little lost on the way back from dropping emily off, and then almost hit a deer in fucking suburbia (oh how i envy them), and then find out President Ford died. Oh well. THen there were three. I liked ford. Sure he wasnt elected, but i once read that a president is not judged by the present but by the future. And looking back, ( Read more... )

so i was suddenly struck to write something. I dont know what, but something. I was watching the end of a movie, and it occured to me.... I def. have changed. I have grown, matured, acted stupider, acted in ways i never thought i would want to... i mean i just am not the same person i was when school was finishing in june last year. This is ( Read more... )

a little annoyed, a little bothered. but its stupid to have such emotions. i mean soon enough moods will change, and it will seem stupid to have been in such a manner. but change is almsot as difficult as not acting that way. what to do but try to change? well see.

well, i liked that last time i posted, macie may responded....in a very macieish way. Dr. Suess.... eeew. Anyway, i wrote a bible, as my triplet said, what a shock, eric with a god complex. I also finished all my other work for my Freshman Seminar, and am selling my books back to the book store within two days. I will get totally jiped. Oh ( Read more... )