feeling.
yuck.

i don't ever write in here unless i'm sad i guess.
and yeah, i'm sad.
i don't want to say anything else.

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sometimes i get so caught up in my goddamn thoughts, i start drowning in them. i guess that would maybe be because my thoughts aren't as optomistic as they should be. sometimes they're hopeful. too often i find myself stepping outside into an omnipresent view of my life, and it does absolutely nothing for me. where am i going? why am i here? what ( Read more... )

my mom does not deserve a physically abusive husband.

sometimes i miss my dad.

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Find Bin-Laden.

Get your resolution here

i think that's a pretty rad new year's resolution.. maybe we can plot on america together. yesss.

tonight i sat outside and cried my eyes out to the world.

understand. understand like i have been understanding for all this time. be patient.
trust me.
and most importantly, be brutally honest.
fooling with hearts and heads.. does not exist to me.
i'm a big girl.
i can take it.

i don't ever update my lj anymore ( Read more... )

these things are kinda fun i guess.. actually i'm just bored and don't wanna go to school yet. D:

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Your Birthdate: August 20
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it's 5:55 a.m.! make a wish doooodz.
i've been up all night. it's been an amazing night.
a life changing one at that.
i feel better than i have in a long long time.

my mom is the most amazing woman ever.. i love her so much.i feel really good about winter coming ( Read more... )

so pretty much.. yesterday was amazing.

yeah, i went to work hungover and was functioning on two hours of sleep but things picked up. haha.
i went and got my hair done after work. it's black now. but i love it.

you can kinda see it in this picture..


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