If anyone is still reading this. I survive. I have come down with 2 separate stomach illnesses and under treatment. I have found only part-time work. (I miss my B&B!) I am helping to rebuild the house I grew up in in Milford. More to come later. I believe I am finally coming out of my personal funk that has me more withdrawn than usual.

Not now, but the day is coming.....be aware...................

is a different day and from now on life is....unusual.

More to come later!

I will be employed on Tuesday and I would like to know something.

To the females that read this journal, (this is open and retoricle), why are you so cryptic to the men in your life?

it happens....

Results to come in the next 5-9 days as the tests get done...

Why do some companies/people/ect....think/act/behave that it is one sided? I know this a retrocile question, I I have quoted/obeyed the law, just to see/hear others ignore it as if they were not to follow it.

Update:

1) I am unemployed
2) I have a "Heireditary Hemochamtosis" which is a liver condition that makes me produce too much iron in my blood

more later.....

At 8:15am I go to the clinic to have my liver checked, tested and maybe even bioposied to see how bad the damage is.

"This must be thursday. I can never get the hang of thursdays." Ford Prefect.