how do i put onto words how i feel?? uugh i hate this because i have soo much bottled up and i am not the kind of person to just spill alll over my personal feelings in something that is so easily accessed by any random person. which kinda sucks caz i like neeeed to let it all out. gosh why isnt anything going my way!!!AH

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god my hopes are to high that your kiss might KILL me...omg that is definitly how i feel right now. this always happens to me. i like expect to much. im sick of this shit. why do people think that my life is perfect?? why do people think i have it so well? the stuff that doesnt matter to me at all is the number one thing that matters to my parents ( Read more... )

well last nite i wasnt feeling too well. so i slept practically all night. and my stomach just hurt so bad. so i slept downstairs with my doggy caz that always makes me feel better. and my little sister is sick also...so we are both just chillen at home since carlys at school and my parents are working. its pretty nice. just i still feel like ( Read more... )

Saturday i had to work but i worked with jade so that was good. after work i went over to jades house. it was her brothers bday party, then amanda and mari picked me up and we went out to dinner at Applebees. It was really funny because every single guy that works at applebees stopped at our table to talk to us and tell us what is good and shit ( Read more... )

so yesterday megan and i went into work for a little bit, then back to my house since noone was home...then jaders came over and we got ready then went to "gala" nadines aok show. that was awsome by the way!! way-to-go Deenie!! that lasted like fucken 3 hours...and we were supposed to hang out with graff and the boys...but it was already after 10 ( Read more... )

today was a busy ass day. thank god the weekend is arriving i really need a weekend...its been so stressful this week..dealing with girl drama, my news report thing, grades closing, parents, etc. but tommorrow is friday so that is awsome. and my dad payed my phone bill so that is awsome caz it was HUGE...ah so im really glad that i have been able ( Read more... )

Well jessi and i are all good, which makes me happy. now saras pissed at me but whatever theres always gotta be someone. Besides that everything is pretty civil right now. Girl wise i love my friends!! I was privledged enough to get selected to be interviewed for TMJ4's news report on how teens can prevent internet predators. It was a real great ( Read more... )

Today i was only at school for one hour. I suddenly just didnt feel good. i mean i kno theres a stomach flu going around but...i dont think that i was just physically sick. i think i got emotionally sick also. Ive been thinking and predicting too much lately. Things that i want to happen in the future...things that are bothering me now at the ( Read more... )

friday jade cameover and we wanted to have a girls night so we went to panera for dinner, then we went to see a movie!! i love seeing movies!! there were some pretty lame movies out at the time, we were going to see "boogeyman" but then we didnt feel like a scary movie without any boyys..soo we decided to see an original "chick flick" -The Wedding ( Read more... )