On top of all the fem problems I'm having, I think I've got the flu.

On a good note, my piercings are doing great.

Went to the drs today. I could either have Polycystic Ovarian Disease or Endometriosis. I got blood tests done today and some other tests. I get the results back in a week and I have to go back to see her July 12th. Overall things aren't looking to good. I might have to have surgery or be on tons of medications, or both. I guess we'll see how ( Read more... )

I feel like complete shit...like today has been one of the worst days. I've been sick for a week and a half now and I'm really tired of it ( Read more... )

FRIDAY: Went to the club, went back to some guys house for a bit, On the way back to Jeff I started feeling really shitty. With every bump I threw up, I was dizzy and I was in pain ( Read more... )

Well...The last couple nights I've been hanging out with Britney and Erica and Sarah went with us the other night. We go to the capital almost every night. I love it up there. Problem my favorite spot in JC. We just set up there for hours and talk, walk around. Love to set by the fountains. It's so peaceful and relaxing and we just always have alot ( Read more... )

Can someone please explain to me why I get all the weirdos. I mean I was checking out this website and this guy IM's me outta nowhere. We're talking and everything and he wants to know what I do for fun and I told him. Then I asked what he did for fun and one of his answers was "sex". I'm like okay then whatever, I know this conversation is going ( Read more... )

Went clubbing last night with Britney, Erica, and Sarah. Had a ton of fun. Turns out Sarah is Jon's friend from the theater. She's really cool.
Anyway I have to go eat dinner with my father....

I just don't know anymore, shit I'm not even sure I care anymore. I don't know what to do. I know what I want but like that's ever going to fucking happen. All I get is advice I don't want. Everybody always in my business trying to tell me how to live my life. *~*NO YOU DON'T COUNT BRITTY*~* It's everyone else, I'm tired of it. People don't get it ( Read more... )

Damn...those kids wore me out tonight. Each night my group grows a little, I think tonight we had 13 kids (just in our group of 3-4 year olds). But it's all good. I'm tired but still have so much energy and I know what I want to do but I can't right now.

*crys* fuck all this....

Worked outside a bit today, had to cut grass. I'm not done with it yet and for those of you who have seen my yard know that it's gonna take some time to cut all of it. Especially when I'm using the wee-deeter (spelling?). We have a riding lawn-mower but I can't use that, sucks too. Of course most of it is hills and I'm not sure I would trust myself ( Read more... )