Went out and had a few drinks last night. I survived most of the week without doing that, so I'm proud of myself. Did see Justin at the bar, but that was only mildly awkward. Life goes on ( Read more... )

remember how all you had to do was be a little grown up, and we could have stayed together and been happy. you would be in such a better place. you're just as stubborn as me, and now you have to deal with it all by yourself. now what am i supposed to do? if you could have tried a little, i could have stood by you ( Read more... )

So almost 2 weeks ago there was a shooting. I was ridding my bike with Jonny, when he got a call from Brian. It was at a grocery store that I used to frequent when I lived on the northwest side of town. The target was Congresswoman Gabrielle Giffords and despite being shot directly in the head, she lives. The whole thing was so surreal. I can't ( Read more... )

It would be nice if I could just be so sick I can't move or eat, or not sick at all. I'm tired of this in between business.

Last week I was boasting about how I have not been sick on my birthday in ages. Today, however, I feel like I'm getting sick. It's times like this that I wish I had someone to baby me. Cook me soup, watch back to back episodes of The Office and stroke my forehead until I fall asleep ( Read more... )

I've had my livejournal since 2002. my life was pretty hilarious around this time in 2002. I'm impressed on how far i've come.

just thought i'd share that.

time to be productive!

So what are the odds that I would see him walking after my 56 mile(not quite the 65-70 I had hoped for) ride ( Read more... )

I rode 51 miles ( Read more... )

I just lost an amazing person in my life. I really hope it's only temporary.

I hurts really bad, but I know it was the right thing to do.

Still love him though. Thought this would be easier, but I guess it never is.

I'm just going to watch the empire strikes back and cry myself to sleep.\

This morning I deleted my MySpace account. I also deleted his contact information for good. Fuck that noise.
This purging feels good.

Next step, get out of AZ.

In other news, saves the day was amazing, and for a fleeting moment I felt like everything was okay.