Boy did I act like a jackass lastnight!? I'm so fucking stupid sometimes, I say some stupid shit and hurt people I love, more importantly, the one who loves me the same way! I'm an idiot, I'm sorry, thank you for being so loving to me, please forgive me!

Damn, don't you hate when shit goes wrong with your vehicle? The damn heater coil in my truck has gone bad and was leaking water, fluid, and all kinds of ass all inside the damn cab! So I had to bring it in and have it fixed (today) the whole fucking thing is going to cost me close to $600.00 eeeeek! I had to borrow money from my parents, until I ( Read more... )

She waits by the door with her heart in her hand, for the one true love that she's proud to call her man ( Read more... )

Man am I tired!!! I have been working some long hours...oh well, the money is worth it...eh, now before you go thinking that I've changed my way of thinking and became a money hungry soul, the money is good for the bills I have to pay ( Read more... )

How the fuck is everyone doing?! Well life with Chris has been strange, only because we work different hours, I guess it's a good thing, helps keep us out of eachothers hair! He has a habbit of waking me up at 5 in the morning to smoke, he say's "come on man, you don't have to work until 2 in the afternoon, you'll still get a couple good hours of ( Read more... )

The first sight of love, love that heals the pain ( Read more... )

I guess you'll want my side of the story! Things are going to be hard, nothing is ever easy in life, but nothing compares to the thought of not being able to be with the person you love! Yesterday she told me that she didn't want to move out here anymore! Her reason was her kids and their family, so of course I didn't have any argument for that... ( Read more... )

Lastnight was very, very cool! We had a drum practice with some guys from another drum circle! I guess I should catch you up on the details of the whole drum circle thing ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow I'm going to this place called Road Runner Freight, or something like that! They are hiring for forklift drivers - 12 to 14 dollars an hour, and I hear they allow you to work over time when desired so that's cool ( Read more... )