walked to school. got there early, which surprized me. usually when i walk i'm late because i'm too lazy to get up in time to give myself enough time to get ready before i should actually leave. anyways, new pieces. which are non-existant for bass. so i had to take a tuba part and write it up an octive in places. but there wasn't even a tuba peice ( Read more... )

( ..wasted away in margerita-ville )

today's accomplishments:
..finding out at 7:40a.m that i was walking, alone, to school. (it takes 20minutes at best).
..finding out when i make it to school, that my instrument STILL isn't fixed ( Read more... )

why does everyone's voice sound funny to themselves. stupid insecurity ( Read more... )

anyone up for hearing my adventure of an evening/morning.. well if you don't look away. look away now ( Read more... )

so now with locking my door, i put my chair in front of it to keep people out of my room. so yes i am currently sitting on my floor. and yes, as one could guess, i am blarring music, atreyu -suicide notes and butterfly kisses ( Read more... )

uh huh. school is really getting on my nerves. i know i need it, and i know i will not drop out, (this because i also know i'm afraid of the future), but it's just seeming like an utter waste of time. the people there are just really annoying me, it's turning into the typical high school where you get dumped on for not being a jock or preppy-slut. ( Read more... )

holy crap yesterday i went for a nap at 8:30p.m, and i woke up at....2:30a.m.... so yeah, i totally suck at napping. so i just got up and got a glass of water, then i went back to sleep till my alarm went off.

went to band. found out i shouldn't of gone because my instrument still isn't fixed. so that made me pretty upset. till i found out it won ( Read more... )

wake up. have hard time getting mother to drive me to school. get there, and no teacher. teacher didn't show up at all ( Read more... )

today = sleep in day for the first time in about a month...yet i'm still tired, and i even went to be semi-earlyish. bleh ( Read more... )