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so now with locking my door, i put my chair in front of it to keep people out of my room. so yes i am currently sitting on my floor. and yes, as one could guess, i am blarring music, atreyu -suicide notes and butterfly kisses.
my brother comes home from work, and since my mom is on the other computer, he goes to go and use the one in my room, and i swear i was going to go in there in 10minutes (when the show i was watching on tv was over) to start my biology homework. so i tell him not to go in there because i am, and i get to over him because it's my room. so he gets all mad yelling at me that i just wanted to go in there ebcause he was going to. and we start fighting, so i walk away, and turn up my music really loud (which at the time was alexisonfire -watch out) to drown out his yelling. so he starts banging on my door screaming at me to turn it down. (i only have the speakers the computer comes with in my room, so it isn't even that loud.) then he unlocks my door and throws something at my head, which would have hit me if i hadn't have moved the computer chair earlier that day. so i come out of my room and tell him i'm effin' sick of him throwing shit at me whenever he is mad, it's not the answer. to which he throws something else at me. and i walk off to my room, and then he pretends to throw something at me and i majorly flinch. (i guess we found the answer to why i flintch so much at school huh guys..) i really want to move out. but i can't afford it because this whole stupid world is based on money. and without money your screwed.
i really hope i go out tonight. i can't stand weekends and being with him. did i mention earlier today i magically set my stove on fire. yes, i wonder how that happended.
my brother comes home from work, and since my mom is on the other computer, he goes to go and use the one in my room, and i swear i was going to go in there in 10minutes (when the show i was watching on tv was over) to start my biology homework. so i tell him not to go in there because i am, and i get to over him because it's my room. so he gets all mad yelling at me that i just wanted to go in there ebcause he was going to. and we start fighting, so i walk away, and turn up my music really loud (which at the time was alexisonfire -watch out) to drown out his yelling. so he starts banging on my door screaming at me to turn it down. (i only have the speakers the computer comes with in my room, so it isn't even that loud.) then he unlocks my door and throws something at my head, which would have hit me if i hadn't have moved the computer chair earlier that day. so i come out of my room and tell him i'm effin' sick of him throwing shit at me whenever he is mad, it's not the answer. to which he throws something else at me. and i walk off to my room, and then he pretends to throw something at me and i majorly flinch. (i guess we found the answer to why i flintch so much at school huh guys..) i really want to move out. but i can't afford it because this whole stupid world is based on money. and without money your screwed.
i really hope i go out tonight. i can't stand weekends and being with him. did i mention earlier today i magically set my stove on fire. yes, i wonder how that happended.