I realize now that cutting 1/4 x 1/4 squares of paper with a huge cutting board when I'm half asleep is not a good idea AT ALL especially if its me that's doing the cutting because I am a total klutz and almost cut my finger(s) off...I don't know how the fuck I am going to go about gluing every tiny square onto my art midterm. We've never even done ( Read more... )

I was contemplating this for a while: I think my fucked up family is like the 'dysfunctional family' of the smashing pumpkins. my mom is paranoid all the time [jimmy] its a different thing every week with my sister, today she ran over my dog and my dad flew off the handle and couldn't take it any more and my mom had to go to the vet by herself and ( Read more... )

My computer is deciding not to give me a big FUCK YOU for now ( Read more... )

I was sitting in the car looking out the window at the parking space to our right and all these cars were coming and going out of it and I didn't even want to look at my watch. There was no way to know if she was going to make it on the flight or not and the suspense was killing me. I didn't know whether I should get my hopes up and think 'she ( Read more... )

So... Caroline is still here but was supposed to leave today. I think we totally jinxed it complaining the whole day that we didn't have enough time, she didn't want to leave and I didn't want her to leave..it's a long story and I don't know how to shorten in but I'll try. my mom made us late for the airport by giving us ice cream, she seriously ( Read more... )

Fuck them, they dont even pretend to care.

Last night...I was speechless. For one of the first times in my life. It was absolutely...words cannot even describe it. I thought I died as soon as it ended, because everything seemed so unreal, so I decided to not care anymore about anything. I really don't know what to say. I'm still speechless. Besides that I lost my voice, which is weird ( Read more... )

I hate starting. Not just lj entries or any entries, but essays, art projects, everything. It pisses me the fuck off. Ending is nice. That reminds me of Amelie "TA DAAAAAA". I have really bad ADD today and I don't know why. Oh! Well..I had a lot of orange soda. I don't know if it's a mental thing, like how I think to myself orange soda=hyper or if ( Read more... )

( 3 more days until paparazzi day )

IM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW. BREATH, BREATH ( Read more... )