Drabbles [Bam/Ryan]
Four drabbles, each under it's own cut.
Right Here With You
I love being here, in the peaceful quiet with only the *thump*, *thump*, *thump* of your heartbeat sounding.
The melodic sound of your breathing and the slow rise and fall of your chest lulling me into the safe feeling I get with you. The total relaxation that comes when I’m wrapped in your strong arms. The freedom to be me and not the person the camera wants. I’m just me, and you’re you, and we’re together.
I love being here. And sometimes I wish we could just stay like this forever. Because it’s perfection, a taste of heaven. Its home.
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Maybe Not
You wanted me to move on. You wanted to move on. You expected it all to be so simple, that we could both just pack up and move on. I couldn’t, and I saw you struggle too.
I didn’t want to stop, I didn’t want us to end, but seemed sure that it was the right thing to do, that we didn’t belong together.
I never argued with you, I thought it really was what you wanted, that you honestly believed what you were saying.
I guess we’re both stupid, because neither of us have what we want, or need.
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Bittersweet
We always laughed about it, always looked at it as being a tension release, as just being another extension to our friendship.
But at some point I wanted more. I wanted it to mean something, to be more. I wanted you and only you and I think you noticed. You choose to avoid the issue though.
I fell in love with you somewhere down the line, I fell totally and utterly and sometimes it hurts to think about it. Because you don’t feel the same, every time we’re together you’re just there for sex.
I love you, with everything I am, and I just hope that one day you can love me back. That one day it’ll all be worth it and the pain will stop. Because you’ll be there for more, and I won’t have to hide behind a mask anymore.
So I’ll wait just now, wait for you.
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What It Is
I think it’s the way you look at me.
Or the way you touch me.
No, it’s the way you smile at me, and your eyes light up and then the gentle touch to my shoulder and the way my whole body just warms when you’re near.
Maybe it’s just you. Maybe it’s just your presence that does it.
When you’re around it just fills me with this warmth, it turns my day around and I just smile, and everything is okay and not even Vito can make me feel bad.
It’s just you, you’re perfect, I just love you.
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You know you love me, so Feedback me. ^_^
Right Here With You
I love being here, in the peaceful quiet with only the *thump*, *thump*, *thump* of your heartbeat sounding.
The melodic sound of your breathing and the slow rise and fall of your chest lulling me into the safe feeling I get with you. The total relaxation that comes when I’m wrapped in your strong arms. The freedom to be me and not the person the camera wants. I’m just me, and you’re you, and we’re together.
I love being here. And sometimes I wish we could just stay like this forever. Because it’s perfection, a taste of heaven. Its home.
-
Maybe Not
You wanted me to move on. You wanted to move on. You expected it all to be so simple, that we could both just pack up and move on. I couldn’t, and I saw you struggle too.
I didn’t want to stop, I didn’t want us to end, but seemed sure that it was the right thing to do, that we didn’t belong together.
I never argued with you, I thought it really was what you wanted, that you honestly believed what you were saying.
I guess we’re both stupid, because neither of us have what we want, or need.
-
Bittersweet
We always laughed about it, always looked at it as being a tension release, as just being another extension to our friendship.
But at some point I wanted more. I wanted it to mean something, to be more. I wanted you and only you and I think you noticed. You choose to avoid the issue though.
I fell in love with you somewhere down the line, I fell totally and utterly and sometimes it hurts to think about it. Because you don’t feel the same, every time we’re together you’re just there for sex.
I love you, with everything I am, and I just hope that one day you can love me back. That one day it’ll all be worth it and the pain will stop. Because you’ll be there for more, and I won’t have to hide behind a mask anymore.
So I’ll wait just now, wait for you.
-
What It Is
I think it’s the way you look at me.
Or the way you touch me.
No, it’s the way you smile at me, and your eyes light up and then the gentle touch to my shoulder and the way my whole body just warms when you’re near.
Maybe it’s just you. Maybe it’s just your presence that does it.
When you’re around it just fills me with this warmth, it turns my day around and I just smile, and everything is okay and not even Vito can make me feel bad.
It’s just you, you’re perfect, I just love you.
-
You know you love me, so Feedback me. ^_^