I... I am truly sorry that I have not kept up with my journal, but I am not feeling particularly well, and...

I miss Seishirou-san.

Seishirou-san is gone, but... Kamui is back, so I shall be fine, I suppose. Seishirou-san is still important to me, but... my twin... I would have died if I had truly lost him forever. We were never meant to be apart like that. I won't let it happen again, and I especially won't let Fuuma-chan take Kamui away against his will, which he seems so ( Read more... )

I... I'm staying with Seishirou-san now, but, even so, I can do nothing but cry. I told my Kamui I couldn't live without him, but he... he still... he's gone. He needs to come back. It just hurts so much; like I've lost part of myself. I suppose... I have, really.

All I want... is to have my brother back...

Seishirou-san was missing for a while, but I've found that he was merely hiding out in the library. He is... going to show me around there; I'm quite excited.

Although... it appears other things are becoming more complicated...

Kamui, Fuuma-chan says "he doesn't care that you're not human." I'm not sure what brought that up, but...

Seishirou-san, I'm afraid that your brother is no longer on the plain of existance. He... he just pushed too far.

Please try not to be too cross with me? Or Kamui, for that matter.

Seishirou-san is here. My Seishirou-san is here. I... I'm not entirely sure how to react to that, really. I think I'm still sort of in shock from it all. I just know I must stay close to Kamui now: I don't think I can really trust Seishirou-san. Not so soon; even though, he has been kind to me thus far. A tease, I suppose you could say, but ( Read more... )

I’m so afraid at the moment. I’m afraid that Kamui won’t love me anymore. I failed him. How can I face him after ( Read more... )

He kissed me. The Seishirou here kissed me.

I know I shouldn't have snuck away from Kamui to read alone. I especially know I shouldn't have let my guard down so much; letting myself get so distracted by our inane conversation that I left him an opening. It was careless of me, considering all the warnings from my dear twin ( Read more... )

My Kamui is here. I am... so relieved. He's here and he's safe, and that's all that matters to me. It looks like we really are trapped here, though. Not that I particularly mind, really. It will be nice to stay in one world for a while ( Read more... )

I’m not sure why I was drawn here; it’s sort of a strange world to be in. Most places Kamui and I traveled to were more than, well, just a house. At least it shall be easy enough to explore, I suppose, but… I do fear not being able to leave. The moment I arrived, I had a strange sense of the dimensional doorway I entered through being one-way. ( Read more... )