these past couple of weeks have been a waste. but whatever theres always a new day to start over with. and i am doing just that ( Read more... )

hey everyone. i am bored.

i wish i could get everything fixed and get my life back on track. it is not fun having to rely on other people for things. i dont like it and i know they dont. it frustrates me to a point that i cannot even begin to explain how i feel about it. i feel like shit and i dont know what the fuck is going on with me and adam. one minute he cant stop ( Read more... )

ok so i have bruises and hickeys in places i didnt even realize could be bruised/hickied? i dunno how to spell that. i just keep finding them and i dont remember how they got there. but its okay apparently i left my mark on adam as well(i guess i bite when i am drunk...). we didnt even do very much. just a little tongue wrestling. oh well that is ( Read more... )

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF ( Read more... )

RECAP OF MY STAY THUS FAR.....
when i first got here sara and i went to visit her mom for about a week, my car got multiple tickets for having an expired tag,got towed and i have paid over 1000 to try to get it fixed and am still working on it, i dyed my hair semi-blonde and then said fuck it all and dyed it black. made friends again with some ( Read more... )

so guys my cell phone is out of commision until i convince my parents to get me a prepaid phone or a laptop i will be pretty much unreachable until i reach saras place of residence on saturday. yea just thought id say that so no one thinks im ignoring them. i love you guys.

oh man sumer. i love you. i checked out the audio bullys cause youre always listening to them. i love it. oh yea.

im hoping for my birthday someone will buy me the margaret cho dvd assasin. i think thats what its called anyway. i love her.

i have most of my money for new york saved up. just need like $200 to have my half of the deposit. and then ( Read more... )

today ana and i were talking about how mundane and boring our lives have become.

nothing is exciting anymore. its the same routine over and over and over.

and i smell like coffee everyday. i dont even drink it but my water bottle tastes like it now. and my fingers smell like it.

i want a different job. i already quit, put in my two weeks notice a ( Read more... )

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