Well, Happy 2011 everyone:) I am currently in Colorado, visiting Brady and having an amazing time. I leave tomorrow though and have had a hard time the past day or two keeping myself from not dwelling on that. I'm going to miss him:(, and this place. It is so beautiful here, and I am so happy that I could see a little bit of what goes on in ( Read more... )

I have been driving myself crazy lately. This long distance relationship is, well exactly what I bargained for. I am lucky to have a very patient, sweet guy who loves me, but at the same time I can't help but feel like I am driving him insane all the while I am slowly driving myself insane. He assures me that I am not, yet I cannot help but ( Read more... )

It's funny how some days I can feel completely selfless and then wake up the next day feeling as though I spend all of my time consumed entirely with myself and my petty problems. I suppose everyone is multifaceted yet it's funny how easily it is to convince oneself of an entirely self perceived reality ( Read more... )

Sometimes it is nice to have things in writing so that I can look back and realize how silly I have acted over certain situations and/or people. Helps you to learn not to dwell on certain things so much. As of right now I am in the process of saying goodbye to so many people I love and that scares me. The thought of perhaps I will never see some ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why I feel as though setting deadlines on things seems to be the smart decision at the time. Brady and I had decided upon dating that we would breakup when he graduated (which has now been extended to the end of the summer, due to his deciding to stick around for the summer). At the time it seemed feasible. I felt as though I ( Read more... )

Now that I have fallen into a one post a month pattern, I suppose it is time to update you on my life happenings, although they are lackluster and few and far between. I am still dating the same guy, still not going to school, and still working. I have been terribly bored with out school which is motivating me to go back as soon as possible. I ( Read more... )

It has been eons since I've posted last. A lot has been going on lately. Not so much actively as emotionally. I have recently been forced to drop out of school before I make it impossible to dig myself back out, due in part to lack of motivation and no direction. I am returning once I sit out for a bit, and get my act together. I took the ( Read more... )

So this just so happens to be the first Valentines Day, in the 22 years I have spent on this planet, that I was not Valentineless. It was a good day/night... but I suppose since I haven't posted in a while, that I should update ( Read more... )

I know that much of what I post is music, however this band/song cannot go unnoticed. I think it may be love at first listen. Not to mention sight, the video is amazing.

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I have been happy lately, things to be going well. I hung out with the guy in my previous post, pretty much the entire weekend. We will see if anything goes from there ( Read more... )

I have a new prompt to write for one of my classes. I am pretty excited about this one, it is pretty open, and I love when prompts lack too much restriction. I suppose though that in some cases, restriction is more beneficial than none. This one involves eavesdropping on conversations and then creating a back story. It should be pretty fun, I ( Read more... )