its been more than a year since my last entry in this. it's hard to label a reason. maybe i just moved on from that sort of thing but that's probably not it. i still write, in various places from time to time, when ever i need that emotional spinal tap. these last two years have been rough. rougher than i could have conceived before hand.

reading ( Read more... )

its been a year and a day. the intenet is eligable for my thoughts again. consider yourselves lucky.

current thought: i need a shower desprately

"but most of the time this motherfucker is ugly and taking up space"

myrtle beach was fun

i know these are a pain in the ass, but i steal this for lack of anything else to do ( Read more... )

my social life is dwindleing away and i couldnt be more happy about it. ive spent alot of nights in the studio getting thiis that and the other done, but it still doesnt seem like enough. robyn told me the other day she thinks im working too damn much and i need to remember to live once in a while, but for some reason, i disagree whole heartedly, ( Read more... )

kelli is beautiful

i want to get my belly button removed. i originaly came up with the idea because i thought it would look awesome, but then i started considering the utilitarian aspects of it. every so often i get a belly button infection, i never really knew why till now. but i figured getting rid of belly button = getting rid of periodic/idiotic infections. today ( Read more... )

social life? what's that? and what's this sleep nonsense i keep hearing about?

it's bizare. ive learned to not imagine how my peices will look like once they are done. i never thought that would be soemthing id be able to do, and then one day i found out i hadnt tried to remember the outcome of the peices before i was finished for some time. i think its made me happier in general, but its a little unnerving to realaize ive ( Read more... )

i just got back from the studio. i paitnwed because ive been neglecting that and spending all my time on my new and improved UBERDRAWINGS. im getting frustrated with painting, and i think i figured out why. with drawing i only have a handfull of tools to worry about. charcol stick, charcol pencil, dirty eraser, clean eraser, and chamois. its easy ( Read more... )