Pandora's Box - Chapter 30

May 27, 2014 17:10

TITLE: Pandora's Box - Chapter 30
DISCLAIMER: I didn't own any of the character but i own the plotXD
GENRE: romance, slice of life, drama
CHARACTERS: Inoo, Yabu, Yaotome, Arioka, Yamada, Takaki, Nakajima
SUMMARY: Hatred turned to love, silence turned to seeking and lies become truth. Kota just hit the rock bottom making him realize that memories should not remained unlock. He seek for truth, he yearned for what really happened and why things are going this and that. But what if he is going further to what is already near to him? Is everything gone too late to change? Everyone is given curiosity and so will you open the box as well?
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is the revised version of my on going fanfic Pandora's Box. Enjoy^___^


Author's Note: Alright before you continue reading please read this first. I have a mistake in the last chapter and if i will not say it then things will get worst... i guess. In the conversation between Suzanne and Yuto in the last chapter where she was talking about Kota being a "unwanted child" it's actually Ryo who she was talking to who change personality. I mistype it and it turned Taro but actually it was supposed to be Ryo.

To make it simple Ryo is Suzanne's husband who died in the accident while Taro is Noren's husband who died because of heart failure. Gets?

Okay... resume your readingXD Enjoy this chapter^___^

Pandora's Box
Chapter 30
"Finally"

"She confessed everything to me and I told you everything that I knew. What are you planning to do now? Will you resume your plan that you have plotted from the very beginning… are you really… going to do that?

Are you really willing to be hated?

Will you… be alright?

You know…

I don't think Kou will…

no…

.....

never mind."


"How's your visit with your father?" Kota asked Kei while they were in the library to do some assignment and research for their project. "I'm sorry if I was not able to call you last night. I.."

"Shhh… you don't need to explain I can understand." Kei said stopping Kota from the middle of his sentence."Matt brought lots of cakes yesterday knowing that dad loves sweets. We were not able to eat everything and so we give some to the kids who were playing around. Actually Matt also played with those kids."

"I wonder if your mom will like such easy going guy."

"Even he was like that he is nice and caring. I like him for my mom, I know he will care and protect her if ever I am gone." Kei told him but he noticed that Kota touch his hand all of a sudden.

"I don't want to hear you saying those words. I don't want you talking about being gone or away."

"it's just.. A play of words." Kei explained.

"But I have a different feeling when I heard you said that. Please don't leave me… I don't know what will I do if you will be gone."

Kei let go of Kota's hand and then he smiled. "I'll just get a book there. I know the information that we needed was in that book I read before. Just wait here okay… or you can start taking notes from the previous book we get. I'll be back." he said but when he is about to stand up he felt a sudden pain in his chest and he almost loss his balance but Kota was able to grabbed him on the waist.

"Are you alright? What are you doing losing your balance like that?"

"Huh… I… I just trip. Sorry…sorry.. I am fine now so you can let go of me." Kei told him. Kota did what he was told and he just watched as Kei went to the shelf where he will going to get the book.

He sit down and prepared his notes where he will going to write but for the second time he look at Kei again. He was thinking this all night and he can't help himself have thoughts of it. When Yamato told him the description of that second guy in his mind, the first person that comes to his mind was Kei. He was obviously pretty and good looking and also his piano playing ability caught his attention in the first place. He was not only sure about the mole since he never actually seen Kei naked but he can't get rid the feeling that it was him.

But if it was Kei then why is he not telling him the truth? Why is he pretending that they didn't know each other? What is he doing trying to hide everything until now? He always think that's Kei's actions towards him was bizarre from the very beginning. He always act like he knows everything about him despite of the fact that they just met each other.

If it was Kei then… what will I do?

What is he planning to do why he need to hide the truth until now?

As he turned the pages of the book, an announcement was heard from the speaker. Kota was summoned to the faculty office with an unknown reasons. He asked permission to Kei to go to the office and he just nodded his head. As he arrived to the office he was shocked to see someone familiar glaring at him.

Suzanne was there looking at him with a serious look on her face. It's been a week since he didn't come home and to see his mother's face again after what happened to him send chills all over his body. He was not actually ready to see her again and upon entering the room he really wanted to step back and run away. He thought he was alright and he was recovered from the shock he gain from their last conversation but by just seeing her face everything just comes back to his mind.

"I'll talk to him privately." Suzanne told the principal who help her in calling for Kota. She stand up and went out of the office and automatically Kota also followed her. Both of them went to the garden area of the school where there are not much students around.

"Wh…what are you doing here?" Kota asked first.

"isn't it obvious? I am here since I wanted to see you. You didn't come back home for a week, I look after you but I can't find you anywhere and I will just found out that you are coming to school without telling us? I wanted you to come back home now… are you not ashamed living with someone else house just because of our own problem? Don't burden someone else life because of your existence." Suzanne told him and her last words give a sharp pain in Kota's heart. He was now all aware that his mother always hate his very own existence to this world.

"I… I didn't give up on debuting." Kota replied softly. "I continue going to the agency and my debut is going smoothly."

"Fine." Suzanne immediately replied to him and that puzzled Kota. "Do whatever you want… go and debut. Do your music… sing and play your guitar. I don't care anymore BUT… there is something I wanted you to do."

"What?"

"I want you to not talk to Kei Inoo anymore… I want you to avoid him… cut all your connections you have to him. If you do that… I don't care anymore what will you do to your life. "

"Huh? There's no way I will do that." Kota immediately replied to her. He wonder why his mother knew about Kei and why he wanted to separate him from Kei. What is the connection of this again with the problem that two of them have. "I don't know how you found out about Kei and me but I will not do that… definitely not."

"And why? That guy is not good for you… he will just bring you misfortune."

"What do you know? You even didn't met Kei yet…so how can you say that?" Kota asked her. "No… I will not do that. If you insists about that then it will just cause more trouble from both of us."

"I am your mother Kota… you must believe me."

"No!" Kota shouted back. "I love you mom and I am willing to do anything for you to love me back but this time… this time… I can't. Kei is… Kei is important to me… I love him and I don't want to be separated to him. I will not let anyone separate us from each other not anyone else… not even you. If you don't have anything to say then I will go back inside… I still have something to do."

Suzanne pulled Kota's hand. "Love him? Don't tell… don't tell me the two of you are dating?"

"Yeah… we are."

"Break up with him… break up with him Kota."

"No."

"Listen to me!" Suzanne shouted back. "I am still your mother, I knew what's best for you."

"No… it's me who knows what's best for me." Kota answered back. "I'm going back home if that is what you want but never say this again… never asked me to break up with him. I've been obeying you all my life… this time I'm sorry but I wont."

Kota walk away from his mom. Suzanne was left all alone in the garden feeling terrified all of a sudden. That time both of them didn't knew that there was someone else who listened to their conversation and that was Kei who was hiding himself from a tree.



Ryosuke saw Yuya on his way out of the school. Since Yuya became busy in his debut, he rarely see him and talk to him but Cheska always told him that they met each other after work or after class. Everything was going on his plan, with this phase there is no way that those two will not end up together. It's going a right track but he doesn't feel good at all. He knew that his mind wanted this, he wanted Yuya to have a good career since he wanted it. He didn't want to ruin it just because of his selfish desire to want someone like him. He didn't want people to criticize him just because he fell in love with a guy. He knew everything but despite that his heart was still actually longing for him..

"Yuya." he called thinking that if he will not initiate then they will never talk to each other.

"Ryo… do you need something from me?"

"I… i… I just want to asked about… I mean… I…" Ryosuke paused. "I heard that you and Cheska…never mind."

"Cheska? Do you want to asked something about her? Were going to see each other again tonight… she's a nice girl gentle and lady like. Do you want me to send a message from you?"

"No… I don't have message from her. it's just that… I noticed that the two of you are going out often. I'm just curious if… the two of you started dating each other."

"Date?" Yuya chuckled. "I am not bored when I am talking to her. She have lots of stories that really caught my interest. For some reason we have the same thing of interest and if we are talking about my girl type then she will be my standard. We have lots of common so it was not boring to be with her. I don't hate her." he explained thoroughly.

"Yo…you don't hate her…then…it means… you like her?"

This was not good… why do I feel like crying. My chest hurt by just hearing that.

"I like her… but I love you and that's the reason I will do everything you wanted me to do." Yuya said and this time he have a serious expression on his face. "We've been through a lot… this relationship that we have. It started of you confessing to me and I rejected you because in my heart I like someone else who rejected me as well. I like that someone else because I thought he was that little boy that save me but actually it was you. I realize my feelings for you and confessed to you. Actually I thought you will accept that easily since I knew you like me, with just a little effort I can make you fall for me again but I don't understand why you are running away from me this time. From the very beginning… I never care about what other people think about me. I am just doing what I want in order for me not to regret a thing in the end."

"You said you doesn't care since you didn't experience it yet… Yuya you don't know how cruel people are when they were criticizing people… when they are trying to pull you down. They can do anything… they will do any means just to achieve that goal. Yo… you are just starting your career and basing it by your expression I knew you like this. I just… I just don't want to be the reason of your fall."

"That's just being a coward Ryo."

"I am not."

"Yes you are… if you really cares for me, if you really loves me then you will fight with me but… by looking at it you are doing things on your own. Do you think I didn't know… your making me and Cheska be partners right?"

"I…I…"

"No… don't explain anymore. If this is what you want then I'll do it because I love you." Yuya answered. "I need to go. Bye."

As Yuya walk away I wanted to lift my hand and pulled him back. Why does if feel like he will not going back to me anymore? What have I done? Am I wrong this time? I just… I just want.. I just want him to be successful to things that he wanted to do, can't he understand that?

What should I do? I… I love Yuya so much.
While Ryosuke keep on watching Yuya's back until it disappears, his phone ring and he receive a message from Cheska saying.

I'M GOING TO SEE TAKAKI-SAN AGAIN TONIGHT. THIS TIME I'M GOING TO CONFESS. I HOPE HE WILL ACCEPT ME BUT CONSIDERING OUR PAST DATES I GUESS… I HAVE HOPE. PRAY FOR ME YAMADA.



Hikaru can still feel from him the night that he held on Daiki. Even he was a guy, he seems like a woman when he embrace him. That night he was not able to sleep coz he keep on thinking about it. "I guess we are fine now. Should I visit him to know if he is okay?" he asked himself. He saw a pastry shop and then decided to buy something for Daiki. He knew that he love mocha cake plus vanilla ice cream.

As he walk towards Daiki's house he saw him talking to Jean again. He hide himself ones again so that he will not be seen. "Why is that guy here?" he asked silently.

"Your flight going France was going near." Jean stated. "When are you coming back?"

"I am not sure but for what I know it will be a month stay in France and so I'll be back near the graduation already." Daiki answered. "Are you going to miss me?"

"Of course I am… who will not miss someone like you. By the way have you think about it? I confessed to you right? Are you… are you not going to reply on me yet."

"I don't hate you Jean." Daiki said. "And I am single too so…"

"You… you're answering me?"

"I guess I try dating you, that is what I am thinking right now."

Jean jumped into happiness and then hug Daiki so tightly. Hikaru saw everything what happened and he dropped everything that he bought on the ground and then run away.

This is… this is… why…why am I hurting?

Why is my chest in pain?

Why am I in pain? I… I… why am I running away?
Jean said goodbye to Daiki since he still have practice and before he went inside their house he saw the boxes in the ground. He saw that it came from the pastry shop that he loves and also a vanilla ice cream which is also his favorite. "Wh…who left this in here… it's such a waste." he whispered as he look around but he can't find anyone. "Is this an offering?" he thought and so he decided to just go inside his house.



Ryosuke breathe deeply as he hide himself in one alley near the place where Yuya and Cheska decided to met. When he received the message from Cheska, he immediately decided to stalked them because he feel uneasy about it. He wore a knitted hat and then his usual glasses and also a thick jacket and a scarf as a disguise so that he will not be easily seen. He knew that doing it was wrong but he can't help himself. He wanted to know what will happen between two people that he decided to become close to each other.

Cheska was already in the waiting area and she was wearing a pretty dress with a beautiful winter coat. She looks nice like a model and even guys besides her were making an effort to have a glimpse of her beauty. After a few minutes Yuya arrived and he was also looks so cool and good looking and he was not wearing any disguise and so girls were also staring at him and can identify who he was.

The two went inside of the restaurant to have dinner together and so Ryosuke also entered inside and order something to eat but on the other table. He observed as the two talk to each other and it seems like they are enjoying the company of each other. He sigh when accidentally he hit one of the waiter with his hand and the glass of water that he is holding drops on the floor. “I…I’m sorry… I’m sorry…” Ryosuke keep on repeating and everyone was looking at the scene and he noticed that Yuya was also looking at them and so he hide himself by using the menu list on his table. “I’m sorry… i…I’m going to pay for the water.”

“It’s fine…you don’t need to do that.” the waiter replied back.

After the two eat they went to the shopping area where there are lots of Christmas light and also Christmas song were being played in the street. The ambiance was really perfect for couples dating and addition to that are lovers who are also dating at the same place making it so lovey dovey.

“What are you planning to do in Christmas?” Cheska asked Yuya.

“Nothing… we will be busy for the preparation of debut so I don’t think I have time for celebration.”

“It will be at new year right? I will make sure I will see that.”

“Well that sounds good to me. it seems like I have an avid fan already besides me even I am not debuting yet.”

“Fan? I am not just a fan…” Cheska corrected him.

“What do you mean…”

“I am more than that.” Cheska said as she grabbed Yuya’s hand and hugged on it tightly. Ryosuke who was following them from the back was hating the view in front of him but he still followed them. The two went to the park which looks more beautiful because of all the decorations and there are lots of lovers everywhere like it is dating area for two people in love.

“I… I want to tell you something.” Cheska told him, holding her breathe a little and then he let it out.

“What?”

“I’m going to confessed. I like you Yuya… I wanted to be your girlfriend. You don’t mind right? Besides I think.. you like me too.” Cheska said as she put her hands around Yuya’s neck and their faces was nearing each other. Yuya was not moving in his position like he was also waiting for the kiss to happen.

I am the first one who fell in love with Yuya. I experience so much by just loving a man like him.. I've been in a roller coaster ride with him and all this time I always survive each other. Ryo… what do you really want to do? Is this really want you wanted to happen? Do you really want Yuya to be taken by someone else? Aren't you in love with him? Aren't you wanted him to be yours forever… what are you doing? Why are you just standing here and watching it? Yuya was right… you are nothing but a coward… you didn't change at all. You have no strength to fight what's suppose to be yours.

Why don't you take this opportunity to change… why don't you fight for what you really want?
Cheska and Yuya's face was getting closer and closer to each other until they were just surprised when someone pulled Yuya away from her making the kiss stop before it end. Yuya and Cheska were both surprised when they saw Ryosuke hugging Yuya's arms and he was panting so hard and have teary eyes. "I… I don't care anymore." he whispered. "Cheska...I apologized… I can't… I can't just give Yuya to you." he confessed.

"Yamada… wh…what is the meaning of this?" Cheska asked, she doesn't have any idea what was going on.

“I'm sorry… I'm really sorry." Ryosuke told her so many times. "Actually I… I am just afraid to admit my true feelings and so I… use you. I… I like Yuya. I’m sorry but… I will not let you have him."

"Ta…Takaki-san…" Cheska called.

Yuya suddenly burst out laughing as he pulled Ryosuke in front of him and hug him from the back. "I'm sorry but I can't love you back because… I am in love with this fellow."

"Th…then it was him who you are talking about in our conversation? That someone that you really like but you can't have?" Cheska asked while pointing on Ryosuke who was totally blushing because of what he did. Cheska just smiled and sighed "So… you finally have it."

"Yeah… I'm sorry."

"No.. I..it's alright… you said beforehand that you like someone else but I still insist myself despite knowing that. I… I'm sorry about bothering you… I… I need to go." Cheska said, she bowed down to both of them and then she run away. Despite of what she said it was obvious that she was hurt and crying as well.

"I think I should give her a proper apology." Ryosuke whispered to himself.

"That was a bold confession coming from you Ryo." Yuya whispered to his ear. Ryosuke fidgeted and so he move Yuya's hand away from him and walk a distance away from him. He felt so embarrassed about what he did and he didn't know how he will going to face Yuya after that. it was the first time that he did something vulgar in the public.

"Do you want to go somewhere private?"

"N…no." Ryosuke replied instantly. He turned back and look at Yuya eye to eye. "I'm not going to run away anymore. I… I like you Yuya… even before, my feelings didn't change at all. You are still my number 1."

"Yeah I know." Yuya smiled then he give Ryo a big and warm hug. "I want to kiss you, can I?"

"Eh? I…in public? No…no way." Ryosuke disagreed as he push Yuya away from him and walk away. He felt his face so hot and he knew that it was totally red. His heart was beating so fast and it seems like he doesn't have any idea how he will going to make it slower. He was so happy, excited and glad… it seems like everything that he suffered all this time was totally vanished and for the rest of his life he just wanted to treasure good memories of him and Yuya together.

Yuya bump Ryosuke a little then he walk besides him. "Don't go without me." he said, the smile on his face didn't leave him alone. "I love you."

Ryosuke felt like his heart will going to stop beating anytime. It's hard to fall in love but it was the happiest feeling ever. "Me too… I love you."

Author's Note: Sup... it's me again. Just few more chapters and this fic will end but i wanted to tell you that things will get a little complicated so... if ever you can't understand something then just tell me. I am not really good at writing and so maybe there are parts that can't be easily understood because of poor description and narration so like i said if things started to get out of hand then just comment and i will answer it instantly if i am not busy.

Thanks for supporting this fic until this part.

pairing: takayama, pairing: yabunoo, pairing: hikadai, chaptered: pandora's box

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