it was so beautiful...I love how sarcastic and bitey (?) Heechul is, because that's exactly how I picture him. The way he sticks up for Hankyung, and the way Hankyung feels so comfortable around him even though he doesn't realize at first that he loves Heechul...
can you explain the mask thing to me though? :/
this is just really lovely, and it makes me feel all sad that Hankyung left and Heechul went to the army... :'(
Oh wow, thank you very much! Coming from someone who doesn't usually like HanChul that is quite a lovely compliment! :)
The mask is a metaphor for the way Heechul wants the world to see him. So imagine that he's wearing an invisible mask when he's laughing when inside he's really upset or hurt, and the laughter is just a way for him to protect himself so that other people don't see how he is really feeling. That's what I mean by a mask. Does that make sense?
I miss them too, very much. I think they were really close - even moreso than ELF knew, and when Hankyung left I think it really broke Heechul. :(
poor Chullie :( I watched this video of Hankyung describing what SM was like and how he couldn't take sick days or go home to visit his family, and there was this part about an IV, and I was appalled. I was actually kind of glad for him that he left, if he was being treated like that.
oh I got that about the mask, it's just that this line confused me. Heechul had said angrily, yanking the mask off his face the moment they were backstage. it made me think it was an actual mask ^stupid me ^.^
OH OH OH! YES! Durr.....sorry....when Hankyung first debuted, SM Entertainment found out like, right before they were supposed to go on that there was a law in Korea that no non-Koreans were allowed to appear on their television stations. Hankyung is Chinese, so they made Hankyung wear a mask to hide his identity. He had to wear it many times in performances, until Heechul finally got pissed off enough to rip it off while the cameras were still rolling. That act made them change the law so that Hankyung (and others after him) appear live on Korean TV. That was the mask Heechul ripped off, and that was why he was angry (this snippet is before Heechul rips it off onstage) Sorry for the confusion!
When I saw there's an update I was like OH YAY coz you seemed to stop updating for a while...
So I kinda went like: Hmm oh no! Aww Haha oooooh *holds breath* awwww darn oblivious hannie! kekeke NOOOOOO *tears (heenim)* THERE YOU GO! YES!! So sweet... *tears (from happiness)*
Thank you for updating! I've always loved your hanchul fluff (or just everything you wrote)... and "fighting!" on the big thing you're writing :)
Aww thank you very much!! Yes, I dropped off the face of the earth there for a while, but I am back and things are better now. Er...sort of. :)
I'm starting a ficlet challenge, so you'll see more from me, but only on my own LJ (I'm not going to spam HanChul_love or Miracle______ with them, so friend me if you haven't already done so!
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thanks for the fic.
oh and the movie is "Some Kind of Wonderful" ?
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it was so beautiful...I love how sarcastic and bitey (?) Heechul is, because that's exactly how I picture him. The way he sticks up for Hankyung, and the way Hankyung feels so comfortable around him even though he doesn't realize at first that he loves Heechul...
can you explain the mask thing to me though? :/
this is just really lovely, and it makes me feel all sad that Hankyung left and Heechul went to the army... :'(
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The mask is a metaphor for the way Heechul wants the world to see him. So imagine that he's wearing an invisible mask when he's laughing when inside he's really upset or hurt, and the laughter is just a way for him to protect himself so that other people don't see how he is really feeling. That's what I mean by a mask. Does that make sense?
I miss them too, very much. I think they were really close - even moreso than ELF knew, and when Hankyung left I think it really broke Heechul. :(
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oh I got that about the mask, it's just that this line confused me. Heechul had said angrily, yanking the mask off his face the moment they were backstage. it made me think it was an actual mask ^stupid me ^.^
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Sorry for the confusion!
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So I kinda went like:
Hmm
oh no!
Aww
Haha
oooooh *holds breath*
awwww darn oblivious hannie!
kekeke
NOOOOOO *tears (heenim)*
THERE YOU GO! YES!! So sweet... *tears (from happiness)*
Thank you for updating! I've always loved your hanchul fluff (or just everything you wrote)... and "fighting!" on the big thing you're writing :)
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I'm starting a ficlet challenge, so you'll see more from me, but only on my own LJ (I'm not going to spam HanChul_love or Miracle______ with them, so friend me if you haven't already done so!
:)
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