I haven't gotten morning sickness yet, and I haven't gotten fat yet so I'm still happy about being a mommy to be. I wasn't worried that Brad would bail on me or anything, but I'm surprised by his enthusiasm. It's to early in the relationship to get married I realize that, and I think that it's to early to move in together as well but maybe these ( Read more... )

girl jesus you're so thin
sleep on my cross for your sins
when you ever gonna let me in?
i guess this has to be some kind of redemption.

girl vampire you're so red
sleep in a box like you were dead
just another demon in my head
i wish you'd bite me and then we'd go to bed

girl angel you blind my eyes
i sleep on the cloud of your thighs.
when you ( Read more... )

I couldn’t do it. I went to all the therapy sessions, I paid in advance but when I got there today I couldn’t bring myself to do it. I think that I horribly offended the person that came with me for moral support by something that I said. I just couldn’t do it ( Read more... )

But seriously, what the hell am I going to do now? I know that I have options but I don't know if I'm strong enough to choose. I can't even decide which salad dressing is my favorite so how can anyone ask me to decide this?? I don't have much time left to think about it. Fuck. Damn it. Shit. GRR

What the fuck am I supposed to do now!?!?!?!?!!

( Late term abortion law halted )

They're sending Devin back to Iraq. I'm not sure how many people he has opened up to, but I'm one of them and I know for a fact that mentally he cannot handle this. The first time he went he had to do things that would make anyone need serious amounts of therapy to stop themselves from suicide. Not to mention Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I'm so ( Read more... )

My boyfriend left today for an 8 day convoy. I know it's part of being the girlfriend of someone who's in the military but FUCK!! How am I supposed to be away from him for a week and a day? He can't even call me, I haven't not talked to him in like three months. I hate this.

The environment in which I work is amusing to the point of distraction ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in the longest time. To be honest with you it's because I have a new boyfriend and we have lots of sex. Between work, sex and school I don't have any time. No wonder I'm not on anyone's friend list. I'm a bad friend :(