I can say I started bettering myself 07/11/2018. I mean no alcohol, and I joined some exercise group or a la monthly pass to a gym that has its own niche. Everyone has something, what do I have ( Read more... )

Cool. Thinking. I have a song stuck in my head ( Read more... )

I can take the bullet and admit my faults. I still remember Ios, and how we talked ( Read more... )

I can finally move on! I mean, overtime I've learned to get over someone wait a lot of people.

Dead. Awake. Wait, no. Dead. Alive. Dead. Alive. Moon. Sun. Moon. Sun.

I love the sun.

Trust me if i could change this screename i would. I hate infantcidelust.

Then i ask because i have repressed memories. Did someone try to kill me?

I feel like someone did. ( Read more... )

I just wish we spent more time with each other that wasn't negative or involved fighting.

I kept rewriting how I was in a tough situation then it was better to erase it. For the most part, I live a peaceful, boring life.

Albums that remind you that you're still in your late teens. How this album reminds me of someone I haven't seen in almost 10 years.

I had this dream, I lived in that home with my mother in Ferguson, MO. I invited an ex over, Ariel. We talked and before he left he whispered in my ear words I couldn't translate, so i asked to repeat himself. He said something to me and he hopes we can talk more. I told him I couldn't and I'm in a relationship I couldn't throw away. He left before ( Read more... )

I had this dream that we lived in an art collective similar to Pig Slop. It was huge. The Telescopes and Lush were playing there. While The Telescopes were playing I forgot my makeup, I was more into the idea of not being seen without it. As I walked to our room, I got lost and Justin helped me. I still couldnt find it so I stole some girls red ( Read more... )

I cried because I figured my life would have worked itself out if I hung around good influences, which I failed to do at the time. It bothered me immensely. Like I felt happy for once in that moment ( Read more... )

I haven't really listened to Ministry's The Land of Rape and Honey in some time. I never really enjoyed it enough to remember which song is which aside of Flashback and Stigmata. It's very aggressive and it has a lot of fast tempo beats. I just need to listen to more albums/music again ( Read more... )