First I was baker acted three times in a two month period first for shitting and pissing in my front lawn, no voices, no visuals, just pure loss of touch with reality, and the narcissistic view I was a god (which I told the police and then asked them if they could get me weed). Four years from now protect and serve may mean something different. I ( Read more... )

I am a complete fool: just to think seconds ago I thouht I was beyond self reproach, and just slamming down on me comes a piece of history, I chose probably to disgard subconsciously, comes reemed back into my face. I feel like a fuckin' twit now. ROFLMAOWACKFIMA,
Brian

Let me start with 12am-6am on Wednesday; first at one I went to Walgreen's and bought some pens, a notebook, and cigarettes; then I proceeded to wander my neighborhood a while to observe the serenity of suburbia at such a late hour. I then returned home, finished watching Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith. I wrote poetry for a while after; you ( Read more... )

It was best stated by the Barenaked Ladies with: I have faith in medication; I believe in the Prozac Nation; You play doctor, but I've lost patience: Call the police and call the press, but please dear god, don't tell my friends. This' where it ends, this is where it ends. I have loved and I have waited. Been picked up and been sedated; mental ( Read more... )

I am looking at my past 17 and change years on this earth, and I can now arrive at the fact I know nothing. I was once a wealth of information, so insightful, but that was all in relation to how old I was. Wisdom is accumulated, from experience not assumed and drawn from the well of common sense. I really am nothing. I am in college, I am ahead of ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like there was an idea in your little head that was starting to grow over you as a whole? It was something that was all consuming. Something that you were taking with you everywhere, you know like baggage, like the kind that's emotional. LOL ( Read more... )

Poll Your Opinion

"So, you think you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain, can you tell a green field from a cold stell rail, a smile from a veil? Do you think you could tell, did they get you to trade ( Read more... )

Interesting isn't this little thing called life, it's a dark tunnel; and, this dark tunnel has infintesimal turns and twists and drop offs. Why is that, why can't it be straight to a goal? I think it is logic myself, the ability to reason throws a monkey wrench (wait not a monkey wrench a monkey, a drownin' monkey)into the straight line of religion ( Read more... )

Your Life: The SoundtrackOpening credits:Phish- You Enjoy Myself Waking up:Cast Of RENT- Finale B Average day:Phish- Birds of A Feather First date:Phish- Dinner and A Movie Falling in love:Elton John- Tiny Dancer Love scene:The Doors- Light My Fire Fight scene:Aphex Twin- 4 Breaking up:Barenaked Ladies- Break Your Heart Getting back together:Bob ( Read more... )