i just remembered someone.
i really remembered him
and i feel like i might cry.

In a U-Haul North of Damascas
David Bottoms

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Lord, what are the sins
I have tried to leave behind me? The bad checks,
the workless days, the scotch bottles thrown across the fence
and into the woods, the cruelty of silence,
the cruelty of lies, the jealousy,
the indifference?

What are these on the scale of sin
or failure
that they should follow me through ( Read more... )

dear god, help me.

shit.

I just watched a spider suck the life out of some bug for the past fifteen minutes. I can't ever be friends with a spider. And I'm gone.

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read.

"livejournal is a dying breed"

this is a phase of self-destruction
young ones throw their bricks
into deep water
to teach to float
but adults know this will pass when
they hit the bottom
so family's swimmin back to shore.

mordacai is dead. this pattern sucks too much to be coincidence, i think. i might write more on mordi later on but right now i feel drained of words. i wrote this earlier on in the week:

stuck in front ( Read more... )