I need to talk to my Father

( May it Be )

ugh Gilderoy is so annoying. I was talking to him on the computer. don't ask me why. And the subject moved to websites. HIS website. I told him that I was making one too and he told me to put tons of pictures of himself on there. Hes so annoying. I finally got down to putting one pic and a banner thing on it. bugger ( Read more... )

I was thinking about becomeing an Animagi. I'm not sure what I would want to be, but it would be cool to be one. I hope Mione can find out how to do it. I need to talk to her about it soon.

The status of the people I know [ STUFF INSIDE BRACKETS CHARACTERS CAN'T READ. THEY ARE PRIVATE ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh I'm going to be sleeping with Hermione tonight. This is really weird, but I'm happy. I really like Mione and this could be fun. I wounder what she expects to happen tonight. Maybe hermione wants me after all or maybe I'm just a replacement for lavender, someone to fill her lonely spot until she finds someone better ( Read more... )

Ron slept with me a few nights ago. He had a talk with me and I feel a lot better.

Miones really upset. I hope my talk with her made her feel better.

No one Fucking cares. Maybe I should just die already. Then no one would have to deal with me. I think I have knife somewhere in my trunk. I'll go look.

I hate the world.
I hate everyone.
I hate loneliness’.
I hate love.
I hate Sirius.
I hate being the only girl.
I hate being ignored.
I just hate it.

I only love one person and I doubt that person loves me. No surprise.

I can't believe how mean he is. ugh I just want to strangle him sometimes. But then again he is Harry’s Godfather and it would be wrong to hurt him.
Sirius if you read this I hope you regret what happened.

I suppose my so called family and lavender haven't forgiven me. Oh well. I don't need them.