Something is better now, something is not. When I run, I can forget everything, and that makes me feel like a new person. I usually worry too much, so I feel a little dumb now. But maybe that's just love's scent ♥ -just kidding, just kidding XD. Gotta read GTO now, such a great manga...bye ^^
I feel really tired today. I have to study a lot and I feel kinda horrible. The things I still care about are so few, and I care just a little. I feel tired. Maybe it will last just for this month. But December should always be a happy month, not a so grey one. I feel tired. But I will try to endure just a little more.
It often comes to my mind that I feel lonely. Too often. But when I realize I don't really care, not anymore, it scares me. How much colder have I become? Maybe I'm just being a concrete person. Maybe.
Sometimes I think I should make an italian blog, in order to let my friends see photos, read stuff, etc. But then I rememeber there are so many things I couldn't write there. So many things no one should know. And I give up.