Angry

[inannasprsts]

I'm angry, which is actually a good thing. I have a very hard time expressing anger thanks to a very abusive mother who would have hurt me more if I tried to. After a while I just stopped feeling it except for rare instances when I felt boiling rage rise up to be pushed down again; that's dangerous feeling

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:)

[mamatomycrew]

You always have our family hunny. I mean that. :)

Dave just found a job too, and believe me, it is tough whether you HAVE an "inside" person or not! His cousin works also at the place he works now, but we didn't even know that until he was already hired. It wouldn't have made a difference anyhow. He has other relatives at other places he had applied to and they gave him great references and he still wasn't hired. It is a dog-eat-dog world out there and I am so glad that I am safe and sound in our own home where I don't have to deal with the pirhanas out there in the "real world"...though I miss working with you. Those were some good days. :) You actually made having a job and working tolerable. :) I miss you hun and I am wondering if you would like to spend some time either Christmas Eve or day with us. Let me know what you are doing those days and what would be better. Even anytime this week is good since the kids are off. :)

TTYS!
~LG

Re: :)

[inannasprsts]

I would LOVE to but unfortunately I'm going to my parents' house, coming back the day after Xmas. Believe me, I'd rather be with you and thank you for inviting me. Maybe this weekend or next week though; I miss you too.