the more that happens that i should care immensely about, the more i just stop caring ( Read more... )

the nights are all blending together and the days are lasting so long. i'm getting really impatient and the dreams i have don't help me one bit. i need to do something drastic in order to save myself from inevitable boredom.

this week, of all the weeks in my whole life, needs to work out. like i don't mean half-assed work out i mean that if things don't work out everyone's lives are at stake because i might lose my mind.

going to the airport to pick up miss kelly mcnally keg party to celebrate and of course i'm down.

today i got a pin stuck way into my foot and got attacked by a tiny spider who thought he was the shit.

if i don't have an amazing night tonight i just might go INSANE

sometimes i wish that i could go into my brain parts and clean them vigorously. there was more to this story but everything is better on paper.

last night we all acted a fool and had a splendid time doing it. i didn't even drink and that's a record i would think. it's nice to be accepting of the fact that i could not stop talking and no one could stop talking and that didn't mean that i was wasting time and my voice of reason and it's all because of MY girls, and it feels nice to say that ( Read more... )

alright pam and i are going to get faded and go to the cramps (correction: the cramps were 23 dollars so fuck that). i wrote a book and finished it and now i'm going to burn it and everything can get back to normal but since i am now apparantly a heroin addict and shoot up like every five minutes, may be i cannot function as a normal human being.

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oh shit i might offend someone ( Read more... )

i haven't really written anything down for the sake of remembering everything i could visually. sean's in texas and i'm in florida and i want to write out how i feel about this but i think it's quite obvious. yes i miss him already and yes now i have no partner in crime and yes telephones are not as good as being there and no i can't sleep alone ( Read more... )