Oct 26, 2004 16:17
the more that happens that i should care immensely about, the more i just stop caring.
i'll be going to my first funeral on thursday i have no idea what to expect.
and everything else feels like the negative space surrounding someone when you're spinning around in circles except i don't have any still thing to focus myself so it's just fucking out of control and instead of being upset over going awry, i've just embraced it.