progress.

[in_c0ntr0l]

i haven't eaten more than 200 cals/day for as long as i can remember. i've plateaued. i'm sick all the time, my heartbeat is irregular, i'm always tired, and i'm trying to find someone who can get me some speed. i'm sick of always being too fat for my own good

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[skinnyminny168]

honey, honey! please be careful :/

[in_c0ntr0l]

it's SO much easier said than done, but i really do appreciate it <3

[valie80]

It's so good to hear from you *hugs* I'm sorry that it seems like you're not feeling great at all. :( I really wish you felt better. It's incredible that you've gotten all the way to 111 and I wish you were proud of yourself for that. At the same time I'm worried about you, especially b/c of the heartbeat being irregular and your immune system being down. Please take care of yourself. You are beautiful and you should be so very proud of what you've done, you've been so strong. I've missed seeing you, I hope you can stick around again.

[in_c0ntr0l]

you're the best <3 i mean that

[kissofmorphine]

Oh honey, most girls responding will probably say that you shouldn't turn to speed. But I'm not one. I don't encourage you to, but you are free to make your own decisions. Hell, you did about food, right? I've gone down that road and know what it's like to tangle with the angel. Might again, if I can find a reliable source. If you want to talk about that type of thing, let me know!
<3<3

[in_c0ntr0l]

thanks for being real; it means the world to me. i definitely want to talk about it. i don't know how to get it yet, but i really want to. talking to you would help me make better-educated decisions <3

thanks, love... you've always been there :o)