i work my ass off at work and i still get shit from everyone.. oh and if i work too much i get in trouble and if i dont work enough i get in trouble.. so uh. its stupid.. i hate it ( Read more... )

jared and i went shopping and got him new pants that werent all full of wholes. and i spent more money on hair clips then i spent on anything else. cuz im stupid. but i love it so much ( Read more... )

couldnt sleep.... went to sleep at 3:45am.. and had to wake up at 4am. so i could get to work by 5am. man it was so hard. i just got home it was a long day ( Read more... )

everything is okay.!! i have never gotten that happy so quickly in my life... and i love him for it... i love him so much. he is my only one.

a few days ago i wrote a poem.. if you want to read it you can. leave a comment on it if you do read it. please its my first poem completed.. so yeah.

Warmth
stuffed animals rejected to the ( Read more... )

i dont want to be scared anymore.
i try, i really do i try
and all i can say is im sorry. im sorry for everything

i hate not having a car. i am so dependable on everyone else and the one i depend on the most isnt here.. he is healing waiting for me and i cant see him... he got his wisdom teeth taken out and im not there to be there for him.. damn it. i hate it so much..

im sorry babe

it was good to see everyone again. i mean.. to catch up. and all

i hope it rains

today man i didnt have anything to do so i cleaned and re arranged my room, everything i had put away in boxes to paint my room i put back on my walls, man it feels so good to have my room back . well now i must be off to shower until next time

i have to be the luckiest person in the world to have him..

funny thing. i didnt get where i am right now all by myself...
if it wasnt for Brett, Becca and Heather Leek i would not have found him. :). ..     
so i guess im just writing this entry to thank those three.
but i also need to thank julie and tracy and andria because i mean they ( Read more... )

johnny depp is in 6 new movies. man.. im excited.

# Shantaram (2007)
# The Diving Bell and the Butterfly (2006)
# The Rum Diary (2006) (pre-production)  
# Pirates of the Caribbean 3 (2007) (filming)
# Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (2006) (filming)
# Corpse Bride (2005) (post-production) (voice)

eeEEEeeeEEE!!!!!   thats my ( Read more... )

stephanie is staying at my house for the week so it should keep me entertained ( Read more... )