It seems I get to do this about 4 times a year. I've been "busy" lately.... Mostly about thinking of things that i have to do but never getting around to them. I have to admit my condition had been so great that i was probably never happier. So lately these things have piled up and now I'm losing my bearings.(Work,School,Money,& Relationships) have ( Read more... )

i erased this entry cuz it sucked ass

So im here thinking to myself wtf happend, this is the last i'll write about it cuz im sick of writing about it. Deep down I know it wasnt my fault, she was just built that way. That fact still doesnt make me feel good. Three years with that girl and all i was left with was half a heart. So yea i feel like a fool, I know there are millions of ( Read more... )

So New Years was really great! happy new years to everyone!!! but now........ idk wtf is my problem, im just bored of everything lately? is this really 2007? FAk! I feel like there are things i have to do already but i can't uncover them. Work is always horrendous! especially when ur mind is off wondering about shit u dont need to be dealing with. ( Read more... )

save me from work, dangerdoom can only go so far until madvillan kicks in.

You realize that before they came along everything was boring and unimpressive. At first you both had such an eager curiousity to meet that when you finally did YOU BOTH ACTED LIKE NERDS. They gave you life, a reason to wake up, excited because you know your going to hear from them today! Thats all it was about those days. Young love evolving into ( Read more... )

yes tomorrow will be another day, a more confusing day. i don't know what i'm supposed to do anymore i never really knew what i wanted i just wanted to be alone............for a while. but now things are complicated and things can be normal again. the problem standing in the way is me, there are two sides and i am just confused on which side is ( Read more... )