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New Fet Life profile
I, AS YOU, ARE SACRED AND DIVINE ( Read more... ) -
Questioning my relationships.....
I find I'm questioning the relationships with people I have in my life ( Read more... ) -
I am realizing that I can be my own enemy
I am finding that if things are not going my way that instead of going for it and initializing an action I get grumpy and just let it stay the same and get pissier (WORD?)... I need to take a different look at what it is and take action. I find that I've been missing out cuz of the pissiness. -
When the walls come tumbling down.....
You begin to take a look around you....watching as the dust settles and chunks of broken bits of the old you lay scattered at your feet. Demolition man came along into my life and one barrier after another he keeps shattering apart. It doesn't help when I batter my internal self up against him...What! oh that's..FINE!.... yes...well....my physical ( Read more... ) -
I like my insanity .........
I want to get into my car and go really really fast on a long straight road.....
Then take to the mountains and hit the curves ending at the sea....
I want to feel free of worry free of thought and just for a little while free from feeling....
I hate sanity. -
It's the journey.....right?!?!?
Roller coaster is slowing a bit . But there is still the free falls that make you feel and not think. Then you hit the bottom and if not careful you can go "SPLAT".
I know I'm not a cartoon character but sometimes I feel like the coyote. -
The voices say....
I need to write or become sane. I wonder if thats what my problem is I'm finally becoming sane....gads thats scary. -
well it is now going to be 2009 in three days
My life is getting more interesting as the year ends ( Read more... ) -
STRESS and STESSED
Once again I fined myself in a stressed out condition. Mostly because I don't watch out for my self and guard my back. It pisses me off to HAVE to do that.I miss my family or at least the one I've had in my head from before when. It's ok you don't have to understand. I sure wish I did. Maybe I want it the easy way where I don't have to work for it ( Read more... ) -
MY LIFE
Its always nice to see when your hurting everyone scatters until they feel that their woes are more extreme than yours and then they come back with hands out.I'm Done! It is now about me! ALL ABOUT ME!!! I've been in training and I know how to say "NO"!. This is my 1st post and it sucks. I am not writing about anyone I know in-particular so don't ( Read more... )