Well, I don't really know what to say. I mean, you obviously don't understand how things really are between Derek and I, and I think it's safe to say that you never will. And that's ok. I don't EXPECT you to. I just hope that you can respect my feelings for him, and that you realize just how much he really means to me. I dunno what else to say..
Chris....I know lately is being really hard to talk to each other. I told you I want to be friendz with you and you told me you didn't want that and Im sorry but, we broke up awhile ago and we both know why. I understand that you dislyke me or pry hate me. I also don't really care for you. I'm not goin to lie to you and say I care about you becuz I really don't know. I want you to not hate me. I want to be friendz with you. I want to speak to you without wanting to slit your throat. I saw you the other day at the mall...I was with Amber.
I just wanted to let you know that...your an awesome person but...I just really can't get along with you. We're different and we both know that.
You don't need anymore piercings or tattoos..Its goin to look so lame if you get anymore and what not. but, I suppose I shall go. Just Take Care. I want you to know. I will always be here no matter how much you don't want to hear that.
hey sweetie...imlost4uOctober 30 2004, 02:49:03 UTC
Britt,
Hey there, thank u so much, i really appreciate it, thats for some reason the most sweetest thing u have ever said to me. Its kinda weird the nicest thing u ever wrote was saying not to be mad at ya. I can accept the fact that we can be friends. I know u dont wanna hear it, but the girl i was at the mall is my g/f from missoula, were pretty close and making things work. Well yes i also think that we should be friends, and im sorry things never worked out the way i wanted them too...but im also sorry about everything had happened. i was acting immature, and i have realized that, well now im growing up, its my time to be an adult now and start a serious relationship now and get my life going, which is what im starting on, good luck in all u do brittany, ur a great girl
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October 31 2004, 00:42:03 UTC
Chris,
I really don't know what to say but, I wish you the best and always for the best no matter how much we hate each other. I guess......we both were actin lyke lil kids. I will admit that. Ic thats cool that you have a girlfriend. I have a boyfriend but, he doesn't live in Havre...so we're kinda in the same boat...I guess. I think its time not to fight with me. I know things didn't work out..I guess it was for the best though right? I mean I wouldn't take back anything from my past...I think. I think puttin what happened in the past n keepin it in the past is pry the best thing to do.
Im glad to here that you want a serious relationship....I hope it works out for you.
Its pry not save to say this but, for cheatin on you...Im sorry. I really don't know why I did it...I wish I could take it back..in a way but, in another way I don't.
Chris..your a lovely guy..Whoever ends up with you...should be glad. You will make them happy but, for now..Take Care...n Don't forget..to write to me once in awhile. = ]
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I just hope that you can respect my feelings for him, and that you realize just how much he really means to me. I dunno what else to say..
Eh. You know where to find me. :/
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I just wanted to let you know that...your an awesome person but...I just really can't get along with you. We're different and we both know that.
You don't need anymore piercings or tattoos..Its goin to look so lame if you get anymore and what not. but, I suppose I shall go. Just Take Care. I want you to know. I will always be here no matter how much you don't want to hear that.
Peace - Britt
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Hey there, thank u so much, i really appreciate it, thats for some reason the most sweetest thing u have ever said to me. Its kinda weird the nicest thing u ever wrote was saying not to be mad at ya. I can accept the fact that we can be friends. I know u dont wanna hear it, but the girl i was at the mall is my g/f from missoula, were pretty close and making things work. Well yes i also think that we should be friends, and im sorry things never worked out the way i wanted them too...but im also sorry about everything had happened. i was acting immature, and i have realized that, well now im growing up, its my time to be an adult now and start a serious relationship now and get my life going, which is what im starting on, good luck in all u do brittany, ur a great girl
Peace - Chris
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I really don't know what to say but, I wish you the best and always for the best no matter how much we hate each other. I guess......we both were actin lyke lil kids. I will admit that. Ic thats cool that you have a girlfriend. I have a boyfriend but, he doesn't live in Havre...so we're kinda in the same boat...I guess. I think its time not to fight with me. I know things didn't work out..I guess it was for the best though right? I mean I wouldn't take back anything from my past...I think. I think puttin what happened in the past n keepin it in the past is pry the best thing to do.
Im glad to here that you want a serious relationship....I hope it works out for you.
Its pry not save to say this but, for cheatin on you...Im sorry. I really don't know why I did it...I wish I could take it back..in a way but, in another way I don't.
Chris..your a lovely guy..Whoever ends up with you...should be glad. You will make them happy but, for now..Take Care...n Don't forget..to write to me once in awhile. = ]
Toodles- Brittany
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