Doesn't Matter
Title: Doesn't Matter
Pairing/Characters: Yuuko (Characters by CLAMP)
Warnings: Spoilerish for TRC
Notes:
It doesn’t matter.
It doesn’t matter if you want to help everyone; you can’t.
It doesn’t matter if you know it will end in disaster.
It doesn’t matter if the hearts of children get broken.
It doesn’t matter if a tear-filled voice calls your name.
It doesn’t matter if you have to drink yourself stupid to sleep at night.
It doesn’t matter if a new love is stretched to the breaking point.
It doesn’t matter if you have to stand in another dimension so your customer doesn’t kill you.
It doesn’t matter if you can see the tears coming.
It doesn’t matter if they don’t know that you’re screaming inside.
It doesn’t matter if you know no one is who they think they are.
It doesn’t matter if you know the horror of another’s past.
It doesn’t matter if you know the same about their future.
It doesn’t matter that your heart can be broken, too.
It doesn’t matter that you never wanted this.
It doesn’t matter if you smile all the time but it’s fake.
It doesn’t matter if you want to keep everyone safe.
It doesn’t matter that you can’t tell him.
It doesn’t matter if the resentment builds inside you until you want to give up.
It doesn’t matter if you want to give up.
His smile matters.
Their love matters.
Any little thing you can do matters.
That no one else could do this matters.
That they live matters.
Their souls matter.
The happiness they find matters, which means…nothing else does.
Pairing/Characters: Yuuko (Characters by CLAMP)
Warnings: Spoilerish for TRC
Notes:
It doesn’t matter.
It doesn’t matter if you want to help everyone; you can’t.
It doesn’t matter if you know it will end in disaster.
It doesn’t matter if the hearts of children get broken.
It doesn’t matter if a tear-filled voice calls your name.
It doesn’t matter if you have to drink yourself stupid to sleep at night.
It doesn’t matter if a new love is stretched to the breaking point.
It doesn’t matter if you have to stand in another dimension so your customer doesn’t kill you.
It doesn’t matter if you can see the tears coming.
It doesn’t matter if they don’t know that you’re screaming inside.
It doesn’t matter if you know no one is who they think they are.
It doesn’t matter if you know the horror of another’s past.
It doesn’t matter if you know the same about their future.
It doesn’t matter that your heart can be broken, too.
It doesn’t matter that you never wanted this.
It doesn’t matter if you smile all the time but it’s fake.
It doesn’t matter if you want to keep everyone safe.
It doesn’t matter that you can’t tell him.
It doesn’t matter if the resentment builds inside you until you want to give up.
It doesn’t matter if you want to give up.
His smile matters.
Their love matters.
Any little thing you can do matters.
That no one else could do this matters.
That they live matters.
Their souls matter.
The happiness they find matters, which means…nothing else does.