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What is going on?
I don't know what the issue is. I had a really bad experienc with my current lving situation. I have been honest with myself and said I never should have moved in with her. My motivations were not pure and I did it to try to sleep with her. For some reason I thought it would be a good idea to move in with someone that i knew I would sleep with. A ( Read more... ) -
Checking in
So yea of course it has been a while but I am checking in. With you and with myself. About how I am feeling and how I am doing. I don't quite know what is going on with me but its been a bit difficult to concentrate lately. I have been very distracted and kinda down. Maybe its tha change in the weather but whatever it is it is getting in my way of ( Read more... ) -
Hostile living situation
Sooooo... I had the biggest blow up with the roommate last night. Let’s just call her MP not to be mixed up with MK the love of my life. So long story short she’s a selfish bitch who is used to people catering to her and kissing her ass. I’m not the one. If I have a problem I speak up about and it let you know. I also try to draw conclusions. She ( Read more... ) -
mmmm...
I think female cops are so sexy… that is all! -
Dreams about Cheating
It definitely weirds me out when I have dreams about cheating. For example this morning I had a dream about Michelle P a girl in my class. It was so weird bc at the beginning of the dream MK was my gf/wife or something. The i saw her go off with some guys (there were the maintenance guys who work at my school). They were in regular clothes and they ( Read more... ) -
ran for president
I ran for president of my school today. I really wanted it but did not come out with my guns blazing. I feel like I did a good job but could have done better. I didnt lay it all out on the line like I thibj I really could have. i'm not disappointed I mywself though. somewhere un my heart I knew it was a popularity contest but I also knew that if ( Read more... ) -
Belinda is herw visiting
momma B is here visiting. the trip is surprisingly more fun tha I thought. ahe had a list and ideas of why she wanted to do which made my job easy. I just had to get us there. I'm bored right now bc she is shopping at a vintage clothing store but other than that it's cool. had brunch with Paige and her friend shardae this morning which was cool ( Read more... ) -
eventually I will get over that night
so as little bits and pieces ab my night with Michelle come back to me I will keep writing. it has definitely been fun for me recording all of this.
so now I remember that I originally texted her to say that I was leaving and she was like no wait. so she came out of the bathroom and as we were talking she made a comment of "I was having more fun I ( Read more... ) -
last entry
the reason why the last entry is so important to me is because the whole time we were talking she was rubbing her check against mine and would almost be close wnough to my mouth to kiss me. I waa whispering in her ear and I swear I could feel her getting turned on. this is why I like when she drinks she let's herself go around me a little more. I ( Read more... ) -
wintersession if 1st year
Needless to stay it atarted off really well. I want to start with the end of the night and then move backwards or maybe not.
so it started off with going to hannahs dinner which was wo derful bc I sat by Lauren my new crush the whole time. it was amazing she is hilarious and so nice. I tried to flirt but it didn't really work. I was not too ( Read more... )