I read all my entries here. Deleted many... many that were about stupid pointless things. Smiled and got a little teary-eyed. There is still old stuff, old me... but those entries still have the pieces of me now ( Read more... )

=== i found this a little while ago ===

In this world

love has no color -

yet how deeply

my body

is stained by yours.

Izumi Shikubu Japanese Poet

I KNOW: I am going to PIG when I get better ( Read more... )

JOHN~
Virtually won't do.

..Oh I had completely forgot about this.. This morning a guy named Jeff sang in church... He had beautiful voice.. Tears started to well up in my eyes ..It wasn't the words.. It was his voice.. It reminded me of my uncle's voice. His voice was so beautiful and sweet. It hurts to know I'll never hear him sing again. I know it doesn't hurt me as ( Read more... )

Guess what!? I'm part of boy code talk... ooo right!!

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John, j'ai eu un rêve de vous. Le rêve était étonnant. Vous êtes étonnant.

"I <3 YOu too.

to ans. your question...

because im up in NY and your down in VA
... i sound conceeded hahaha

MWAH!!!!!!!" -John

You'd never sound conceeded... never... because it's true.
I <3 JOHN

Today, there was this one thought that rolled through my mind... all day long. It kept coming back...
"All these people are telling me how beautiful I am. Well, If I'm so beautiful, why can't I get the guys who are so beautiful to me?"

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I heart u john.

"I want to hear Jazz with my eyes closed, and dig my toes into the sand dancing. I want to climb to the summit and yell, and sleep under the stars. I want to laugh my head off and play marbles and sleep in and eat croissants in bed...and spill coffe and wear lace and trip holding your hand because I am listening so closely ( Read more... )

Stupid to write these things down ( Read more... )