It's horrible how whenever I think I'm okay again, I end up feeling sad. Amazing that I was the one who got asked to be up front so the others could calm down a few days ago. I guess I just know how to deal with it ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, it's hard for me to concentrate when other people are around or doing things, but I'll try anyway. I don't understand how Kami and Rivvi can do things at the same time.

It's not working, I can't think of anything to say. Except that I love the cats here, they're so sweet. I guess I'll have to try again tomorrow.

I haven't been around here in a while. I almost didn't make it back today, but Rivvi forced me up to the front again. She said she's worried that I've been so quiet again, she's afraid I'll go away and she doesn't want that. I appreciate being cared about. I really do like being in the quiet, though. Maybe she is right. She only asks me to do ( Read more... )

I don't have much to offer today ( Read more... )

Now that those painkillers are no longer needed and the ability to chew solid foods with only a bit of soreness has returned, this terrible cold has set in. It's mostly in the throat, so now the problem is not chewing, but swallowing solid foods. Despite going through a bag of throat drops and tons of peppermint tea, it still hurts... At least it's ( Read more... )

I really wish that it was warm enough out to go walking, and we lived somewhere more like a city... I miss going out with just my cat and the moon. Ordinarily I wouldn't care, but I don't really have just myself to think about now. I keep getting reminded of that. It's caused a lot of issues lately, since I've been fronted more. I guess before, I ( Read more... )

I feel like I ought to updtae, yet I can't think of anything to say. I always seem to come here in a very sleepy, drowsy state. But my mouth is feeling better now, enough that the pain killers aren't needed. We just can't eat anything very chewy or hard without some soreness ( Read more... )

I'm just as drowsy as I was yesterday, and eating the same snack, too. But today is different because the part to the broken laptop came, but it still doesn't work ( Read more... )

I feel drowsy from the medicine I took. It's so cold outside, there's snow on the ground and there's supposed to be a big snow strom comingtomorrow. My fingers are pretty cold, too, but my head is warm so I keep touching my head. That way my fingers warm up and my head cools down ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to bed and built a shell of blakets around me. It was so warm and so dark, I didn't want to move even though I was so hungry. I had a dream that I was being cooked ( Read more... )