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yet another day of sleeping on the couch and sipping hot soup, and feeling like SHIT all day...woohoo...lol not to mention after lifting on monday i cant straighten my arms...nope no lie i literally cant..it hurts too much.. i guess thats the price i gotta pay to get jacked biceps..lol... neways i called in sick to work..but they believe me bcuz ( Read more... )

yup im FUCKED... but im sick and i just really couldnt deal with yesturday at school while sick so i decided to stay home and rest... and i did and it was good yet im still sick but oh well...i would have slept better if my kitty lucy wasnt screaming in my face becuz i wont let her out...seriously she is such a pest! i think im gonna try to walk ( Read more... )

maybe im jumping to conclusions...or maybe im not but in a friend of mines (maria) journal it says that "whitney" has cancer...BUT...im not possitive it is the same whitney ikno...but theres a strong chance it is since we both know the same whitney..unless theres a diff whitney where she goes to school (stonehill)...ok so cancer..umm HELLO...WUT ( Read more... )

yay finally it is legal for me to drive with others in the car...well 90% of the time with matthew lol...yay!!!!! neways.. today was good..i slept until like 345..lol then went to group..then saw matthew for a while it was aweeesome ( Read more... )

matthew is awesome...and its crazy..he is like an antidepressant...on monday i was soooo pist likeready to blow my fucking brains out and i went to matts house and took 1 look at him and smiled...like really smiled nothin fake..and i was happy again...after that 1st hug i was like in heavan...who the fuck needs effexor when i have matt?...lol it ( Read more... )

ever try to make someone happy that ur sure will never be happy?...or try to make everything work out for every1 else...but they all still bitch about it? ugh sometimes i just want to thro ppl off the face of the earth..then many problems would be solved..like if certain kids at my school fell off the face of the earth..school would seem 10times ( Read more... )

ok lets begin with how becca started her day ( Read more... )

ok iim PIST...every single month i have one fuckin week that im depressed...yes i kno ur all thinkin PMS...but its not... i dont get my period for 1...(depo)...and 2 this has been happening since i was little...one week outta every month i get sad..and jus BLAH...and i hate it..its pointless...its like im in a daze for a week..but in a weird like ( Read more... )

just got back from matthews house...mad quick visit but a good1..i was feeling really down earlier then i saw him and it was all good...like that 1st hug jus like made my sadness explode outta my body..and i was happy again..and im still happy lol..we cuddled and kissed and talked and it was good..i got my matt "fix" for the day lol..i wish it was ( Read more... )