im through with livejournal.

goodbye <3

i honestly dont know what i would do if he left. thats the point that im at right now. hes not, i know that, and i am told everyday that hes not going anywhere for a long time, that hes so happy, etc and he means every word...but if and when it does happen, i can picture myself being devastated. when with the people ive been with in the past- i ( Read more... )

we have school monday when the whole world doesnt. yay for private school. not. i need that extra day too.

movie last night. fun. more than fun- awesome because of him

update- not single anymore. and damn happy this time

dear summer,
please come as soon as you can.

buhbye<3

( the other half )

( so heres to losing you, a toast my love- from me to you )

i love four day weekends, i love four day weekends, i love four day weekends hey hey hey hey ( Read more... )

tell her why you think shes so cool ( Read more... )

i honestly dont know what to think anymore. i just wished that i cared, i guess. but i dont....at all.

so much i should say, yet so much i j u s t c a n t.

got to figure all of this shit out i suppose....

until then,
<33

hah ( Read more... )

okay, so yeah that was a great weekend and all...but now he thinks that we're "going out". which we're not. i dont know if i want that. i just want to be single for now. and plus- ive hurt a really amazing guy in the process and have probably messed up their band stuff, because hes not really going anymore. eerg ( Read more... )