omg! i ahvent written in this in a long ass time and its about time that i get back on trac writing in it...humlets c ( Read more... )

my passion i would have to say is singing! i miss it so much ive been singing since i was lil i member singing when i was n 1st and kindergarden but after that i moved around so much that i stoppped then once i moved to tempe i began singing out of no where everyone who took the music class joined the choir and the teacher asked if i wanted to... ( Read more... )

look blake im sry that i went off on ppl who were trying to help u i said that on one of ur journals i knw it was wrong me bing bi polar is no excuse but when u liove my life u tend to take out ur anger every chance u get. i knw i have to some how control it and ill do my best so pls forgive u can forget if u want i knw u wnt but its a possibility ( Read more... )

u think i only want u for an ear...well ur wrong i want u more then that... i knw it doesnt seem like it but ull surly find out @ the end of this month i mean ya i love talking to u ur awsome u treat me so well i wouldnt use u knwing uve been hurt b4 im not that kinda girl nor will i ever b i want to b with u and all but do u want the same deep in ( Read more... )

im scared... i dnt knw what to do... i think the guy i like is hung up on his ex...to me it seems so but he says he cares more for me i wish i could follow my heart and believe him but its hard to... i mean im hung up on my ex but im now over him hoping my new friend hopfully more is going to b one im happy with...i wish i was able to follow my ( Read more... )

y do ppl ajve to ruin things fo rme the moment i start to b happy it all goes down the fucking drain is it not ment for me to b happy or sumthing y me y me Y ME?! I MEAN COME ON DNT PPL WANT ME TO B HAPPY THEN I GUES NOT!!! OH WELL ILL B HAPPY ONE WAY OR ANOTHER BUT THIS IS SUMTHIGN ILL HAVE TO WORK ON MY OWN AND ITS GNA B HELL DOING IT!

rite now i dnt knw what to do one of my almost bf's still likes me and i just dnt knw what to do i like sumone else but theres still a feeling for the one who still likes me and im being pressure the one i like now is awsome swweet as can b and im gna go insane cuz i have no clue what to do @ all sigh i didnt think this would ever happen to me i ( Read more... )

ya im bored have nothing to do @ all im fucking bored as fuck. blah. theres nothing even to write about @ all and i dnt feel lik doing nething cuz there is nothing to do n this damn state but ya i guess ill end this for now unless i come up with something else to write but oh well....

lets c the title of this is interesting so would u like to knw whats going to happen? i would i mean i met this guy not n person yet....hum i bet hes reading this and wondering what im getting @ hehe...but ya i having feelings but im not sure how to express them. ur one of a kind a man who has actually treated me with respect b4 meeting me thats a ( Read more... )

with in the month of decmeber and the beggining of january my life has been good and bad. i was dumped but of course i got the oh so special speech saying that ive been thinking and i think i need tiem to my self. that i need some space and its not u its me. i need to get back on the ball with work....ok i didnt believe a word he said...i love him ( Read more... )