I'm broken.

[im_honestly_me]

So I have been avoiding talking about this with anyone at all really. But, tonight it kind of just hit me all at once and I am currently really upset

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[georgiagurly87]

Taylor, do you feel like you can't talk to me about stuff? I know we've never really had an "emotional relationship" but I'm always here if you need me. I'll always be a shoulder to cry on, or bitch to, or be happy with. I'm here for you. I know what you are talking about and I'm not judging you. We all make mistakes and sometimes it takes a while for us to realize it. Call me when you are sad!

[im_honestly_me]

It is not necessarily that I can't talk to YOU, but I can't talk to anyone. I don't know how to describe it, I just don't like talking about how I feel because I don't want people to say one thing to my face and be thinking something different in their head. And I know that it happens with everyone because I do it to, and since I know it happens it is just hard for me to talk about things. I am still pretty upset and bummed out about it. But, I also try not to show that to anyone because I don't like being felt sorry for. Last night I didn't feel like I could have called you because I know how you feel about him and I just figured that you wouldn't want to hear it. I just didn't want to worry about what you were thinking about. I don't know.

[georgiagurly87]

I don't feel sorry for anyone usually. I'm actually a pretty empathetic person. You know I don't care for him, but I care for you. Whether I dislike him or love him is not the issue. It's about you and how you feel. So, if you ever want to hear my opinion about you and how you feel...or you just want me to listen to how you feel. I'll listen. Not saying you have to, but it you want to you can.

[im_honestly_me]

thanks.

[hotxpinkxbanana]

i think i know what is going on here but correct me if i am wrong. regardless.. you know i am here for you as well.. i am not the kind of person to judge! so if you feel like you can't talk to anyone.. i will just sit with you until you want to say something or until you feel better, or cry.. whatever you need to do! you always listen to me when something is wrong.. so therefore.. i will be here for you whenever you need me! i love you.. sorry this is a late comment.. i havn't been on in a while! *smiles

[im_honestly_me]

thank you. its just hard being so far away and not having anyone to talk to in athens. i know i could call yall but then i feel weird. i guess its just complicated.