I AM SOOO HAPPY!! GOT A NEW JOB..EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR A FEW WEEKS I WILL BE MAKIN ALMOST 1$ MORE THEN MY OLD JOB AND IT CAN HOLD ME OVER TILL I FIND ANOTHER JOB.

Plus more good news...I realized how much I do care for him!!

I knew as soon as I let my guard down everything would get fucked up. Why do I care so much. I know he didnt do anything and I do get mad easly but still my feelings were hurt and it wasnt very nice. Even if he was kidding he shouldhave told me sooner. I like him so much I just cant help how confusing I am. I wanna be with him..I really do. But ( Read more... )

Nothing good to update about but might as well get some things out ( Read more... )

Nothing much really to update about except I hate school, I hate work, and I got my tongue pierced...

But yea everything is just so confusing and I hate it...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

FINALLLY 18!!

Havent updated in forever! Well right now I am at Ashleys stayin the night but MaryEllen is at a dance lock in and Ashley and elliot are sleepin so...I thought I'd update ( Read more... )

So today was my first day of college!! Even though I was so scared it wasnt bad at all. I new one person in each class so that was good and i got let out of both classes really early. Right now I am just waiting for MaryEllen to get her ass out of the shower so we can go to the mall!! I also gotta go get my books for my classes and that kinda sucks ( Read more... )

OMG did this summer go by so fast! I cant believe that I start school Wednesday. I am so scared ( Read more... )

Wow...I am so mad...I have to pay a whole fucken 330$ for my damn breaks! So I told my mom just forget about going shopping this weekend. I mean I have the money but after practiclly throwing 300 something away its not worth it ( Read more... )

Maybe if I was prettier guys would treat me better...I mean if I lost about 10 pounds and did something with this face I could look halfway alright...right ( Read more... )