I'm at school ,bored and I thought that I would update. Have a great and wonderful God filled day.

Today was boring, didn't do much. I did however not go to school at all. So, I don't know. I just got high all day, non stop. Seriously. I am so burnt out. Anywho, I am bored out of my mind and I want something to do. I wonder if anyone I know has a live journal too. Well, I am sure there are people. I would like to see their's. Anywho, Nathna ( Read more... )

Okay, so I was just sitting out on my roof smoking a cig and something fucking bit me on one of my love handles. It fucking itches like crazy!!!! Anywho, I got so fucking high today and I am so happy I did. I smoked with Adam and Laura. It was an okay time. We spent like an hour and a half looking for bud. But whatever, we ended up getting some ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a while. The style of things have changed. I am still doing the same old thing. But I am just so bored. I also want my ex boyfriend back, David. That's something new. I started talking to my old ex boyfriend Nathan and he asked me and my friend Laura to go see him at college. He goes to Georgia Southern and it's three hours away. ( Read more... )

Today was okay. I am so tired and bored and I can't stop eating. I just want to not go to school tomorrow but that would mean me dropping all of my classes. I just got an e-mail from the guy I have a crush on. I think it's so cool that he makes time to write me back seeing as though he is on tour and stuff. Well, anywho, you guys have a great day.

Family is coming for the weekend. I am kind of happy about that because I don't have anyone to hang out with. My cousin is coming too. So we have a lot of fun together. I am so pissed off at him right now. He is 21 and the girl that he thinks he is going to spend the rest of his life with is 16. I think that is retarded. They haven't even kissed ( Read more... )

I am feeling like I just can't og on anymore. Not like, I want to kill myself or anything more like I just want to run away from all the issues that are before me right now. I am struggling so bad right now. It has gotten to the point where I can't tell right from wrong anymore. My days melt together. I hate being at home. I hate not having anyone ( Read more... )

Well, there are so many definitions on happiness. Happiness is what yuo amke it, happiness comes from the inner you, so on and so fourth. But are all those things really what happiness is? I mean, I just has like a three hour conversation about happiness. I have lost all my happiness. I take the happy moments for what they are and the shitty ( Read more... )

My friend Laura ditched me at school the other day and I was left there to walk around at lunch time and do absoultly nothing, I wouldn't really call it ditching but she said she would be back before lunch and she never showed up and at the end of the day we usually meet eachother and she wasn't there. I don't know if she is mad at me or she just ( Read more... )

I have had a crazy couple of days. I have just wanted to drop off a bridge and swim away from the world. It feels as though everyone is against me. I just can't do anything right anymore. Nobody understands me at all. I have one friend that understands me and doesn't judge me at all for my past. I just can't count on anyone for anything anymore. I ( Read more... )