i don't think my friends realize what they are doing to some people sometimes. somebody broke amanda's window tonight-and i'm pretty sure its zell. i love the kid but he seriously needs to stop doin this stuff to her. its so terrible that she is going to get in trouble because of something someone else did. manda i love you, please don't feel bad ( Read more... )

i'm officially back to normal yall. this weekend should be off the chizzain. i'm really lookin forward to it. 2 weeks of school left thank GOD. saw X2 today-good movie. went out w/lauren and brit and robbie tonight. we had a good time-baseball game and then just drove around. verot won! last inning homer i think. goodnight yall i'm out ( Read more... )

i was feelin good...i really was. and then she im'ed me-its hard to talk to her. its too hard. i didn't know something can hurt this bad. whatever. i'm sick of feeling bad for myself. i'm sick of other feeling bad for me. so please don't. its my problem and i need to handle it myself. this week has been so horrible. my parents are fighting. i don't ( Read more... )

so i just got back from sonny's and listening to jimmy and calco laugh hysterically about what is going to happen to me this weekend. as i was driving home i thought about alot of stuff. i really don't think i have any real friends, i mean the criticism has gotten to the point where i almost can't hanlde it. i don't understand what i do to deserve ( Read more... )

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i guess i'm gonna give it a shot and we'll see how it goes. hmmmm yes i think so. this weekend should be fun. everybody is allowed to crash at my place except for jimmy(nothin personal bud u just piss me off when it comes to my house). i'm kinda lost at this point in time, and zach if ur readin this i know how u feel bud. i'm just gonna continue ( Read more... )

my life is too fuckin confusing but its prob only because i confuse myself and overanalyze every aspect of my life. jesus help me.

i don't get it.

queen-bohemian rapsody
the beatles-eleanor rigby
" "-a day in the life
the eagles-hotel california
the who-my generation
lynard skynard-freebird
" "-sweet home alabama
the doors-the end
john lennon-imagine
led zepplin-stairway to heaven

so lets c...its 6:40 and they are still not here yet. hahaha i'm sorry but all i can do is laugh. whatever the reason that she's late i really don't care. i just hope she's not real upset when she gets here. i'm really po'ed at a few people right now. whatever. lets just hope they get here as soon as possible. i'm out